I remember when my heart broke ..



Hello everyone ; I'm here to blog again,
As usual, went to school, bus stop , waited for Bilian GF,
While waiting , saw Z♥ . HAHA. it was funny cos we're texting too :D
After that , headed to school, did biometric , slack slack uh.
Lesson's as usual today, nothing much, EXCEPT ,
I was once again bullied by the chinese guys,
I really don't understand why, my temper seems to turn from bad to worst.
They really made me so fed up on everything.Grrr. Forget it.
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NIC :)
'No one i hated among the chinese guys seriously,
Sometimes, i don't understand why they like to pick up quarells with me,
Its really irritating sometimes . I hate it. ): '
Recess time! Saw Z♥ . ; 'Endure the pain! Pain pain go away!'
He borrowed my calculator, he draw my name on it :D ,
I like it man! , thank you very much super keai! :}
After school , went for dance practice ; 'Instructor didn't come today!!!!'
Half way, Z♥ came to school, after that i go disturb him lor,
Seen his art, finally (: , He's super keai lah! :P .
After that, dance ends at 4.30, friends & i walked out of school,
waiting for bus, den someone called saying shuqi haven take the measurement,
den nevermind, walk back, after that, when we finally board bus,
Someone called, saying Azmi haven take measurement, we was like. -_____-"
Den Audrey, Shuqi & i accompanied Azmi back school,
Disturb Z♥ awhile, after that, when leaving, Z♥ say he also leaving school ,
den waited for him outside, he slow lahs :X , haha.
After that, i saw him with friends, i was like, omg.
'Siam ah, quickly walked away' :D
After that he text me ask why i walk away, haha.
Basically, he turned back to look, i was happy about it.
Imaginative friends was trying to make me happy by saying,
"If he turns back, means....." & " You two look maciam.... or soon gonna....."
After that, bused to causeway point, bought bubble tea & curry puff! :D .
After that headed home alone.
Love quotes :
A guy and a girl can be
just friends ,
But at one point or another one of them will
fall for the other,
Maybe temporarily,Maybe at the
wrong time,
Maybe
too late or Maybe, just maybe ... forever.
True love is, when everything in the world is going wrong,
all you have to do is look at that special person and,
suddenly, everything in the world is right again.
Loving someone is loving that someone
despite that person's flaws and weakness.
When you are in love nothing matters
except that the other person is happy.
If he is the first thing you think of when you wake up,
the only thing you think of when you're awake,
and the last thing you think of before you go to bed,
then he is really somebody special. {
Yes! , You are th one!}
You know you love someone when you
cannot put into words how they make you feel.
You may not have heard me speak to you that I love you,
but the way that I look into your eyes,
the way I smile when you pass by,
and the way that my heart feels when you are near...
all speaks of what best describes the love that I feel.
Someday someone might come into your life
and love you the way you've always wanted.
If your someday was yesterday,
learn.
If your someday is tomorrow,
hope.
If your someday is today,
cherish.
It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone:
you get mad at yourself for not saying
the things you could've a million times,
you take for granted the days spent doing nothing
when you could have been with them.
Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives,
but we always wait until they're gone to say
the things we never had the courage to before.
Letting go, even if it hurts,
doesn't mean you have to let go of everything.
You just have to let go of the person
and your feelings for her/him
but the memories will always be there
whether it's good or bad.
Because everytime you remember those memories,
it will always put a smile into your heart.
And be glad that once in your life this person
made you happy and put colors into your life
even if it's just for a while.
You never lose by loving.
You always lose by holding back.
My mind tells me to give up,
but my heart won't let me.
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If i can tell you, i wish to say,
I hate this part right here .
You've never failed to brighten my days,
However, you've never failed to
hurt me.
Friends is
just friends, nothing else much.
Today i spent a moment, i sat down,
I didn't speak a word, i was listening to songs,
I really don't know what i want, i was thinking,
Should i stop everything & just walk away right now.
Its really hard for me, cause,
Fallen is fallen, Unable to unfall.I hate you, because, you made me love you,
Yes, its
too late, yes, its at a
wrong time.
I wish, i've know you earlier,However , it is what it is now,
Things remain unchange. Reality is reality.
I've gotta live it up yeah. :l
'
Going Library with SuperKeai tomorrow i think' .
;
Tomorrow is Muz birthday!!!!
Happy Advance birthday, Act cute boy! :DAku cinta kauuuuuu! ;
He never failed to act cute, He's my best friend!:DTag's replies :
Anonymous : Haha, erm, yeap, its terrible without my phone working well ):
!Charmain : My first blog song is 'I remember-Keyshia Cole'
Kenny (: : LOL, we aren't emo , its just being too 'Into' something. :D
Shuting : Ouhs .thanks for the tag.
I {♥} that Super Keai ! :D