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I still miss peace, so so much.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009 9:09 PM

Hello dear . I'm here to blog (:
Well, Hmmm, i shall start . Basically, yesterday night went over grandma place,
After that went to "Sin Tua" - Hokkien , "Shen Tan" - Chinese .
For english, i don't know how to say. :X .
Okay, basically accompanied my sis.
After that, went over to 515, bought 'Laksa' home as my dinner,
But,at that time i was already 11plus, cabbed home.
Eat , Digest, bathe & prepare my school stuffs & went to sleep.
As usual, i couldn't sleep well, I'm thinking of peace. HAHA.
You might feel me so stupid, well, I'm out of control, BUT,BUT, i'll stop that soon (:
Today meet bilian GF at school, went for morning run.
We came in 2minutes late, Mrs Lau was nagging at us saying she's just giving us chance.
But, its because we started the run late uhs . Well, forget it.
Today's lesson is some sort of interesting.
Let me share, well, for english , its a kind of bored.
As we were busy cutting and pasting news paper to journal book.
After that was geog, its as usual, a kind of slacking while teacher shouting across
the class. Physics, Mr singh is on mc or something on, so, he didn't came to school,
Physics time, i was trying to figure out how to do the workbook, its hard.
After that recess, Saw h3, as usual, keep repeating 'HOT' . (:
After that was CME, doing about how guys use sweet talks to cheat girls for sex!
These guys are just Asshole's :DDDD
After that was chemistry, yeahyeah, the interesting part is here :]
Basically today did experiment =) ,
Playing around with acids,testtubes,fire & stuffs :/
Took quite a few pictcures as you can see on top.
The largest pic is nelson's hand! I was trying to ask him to pretend ,
Magic hands , HOHOHO. XD . Stupid ZhiZhong just couldn't stop disturbing us
by blowing the fire off. )= , hate it man! ShinJou & I was like, frustrated .
Over all, we do have a heaps of fun yeah. ((((:
Anyway, gonna share with you guys, ShinJou , broke 2testtubes today,
So pro right? Being too hyper . =DDD
After that was lunch, saw that h3 again, i hope you'll didn't get the wrong idea yeah,
I don't have special feelings for him or what so ever, just feel that he's pretty H* .
& I'm not the only one who disturbs yeah. :P
Art lesson, oh, shyt, i haven print my art, suppose to print today,
Kenyin went to causeway & wanted to help me print,
but, pictures were too small & blur , i'm gonna be dead if Mr zaki comes tomorrow. )'= .
After school, went for Modern Dance Practice ,
Today we were doing cheography(spelled wrongly) , Ended around 5plus.
Didn't want to go back home yet, so, some of us went causeway point to shop.
Azmi,Monisha,ShangYuan,ShuQi & me (:
Its pretty funny as we are racial harmony! :D .
We went arcade, as i was not in school uniform, the person can't do anything ,
She just stand there & stare , Wahaha xD .
After that went to eat at KFC . Then went over titanic , slack.
We were just crapping about valentines day, gonna be bored. :O
After that headed home alone .

I don't deny my loves & misses for peace.
But, i'll forget about him very soon :D
& Thanks to those who have been sick & tired of listening to me saying ,
'I miss peace sia, I really love peace ley & all those sad sad things ' . (:
I'll remember this 'I love you just like the way you love me too' ,
Tear's haven dry up yet, but, tahantahan uhs x] , I'm strong enough to face this :D

Quotes as usual :

What I needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught.
Happily I wrapped those painful bonds around me ; and sure enough,
I would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy,
by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels.

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment,
Pain of love lasts a lifetime.

Love is as much of an object as an obsession,
everybody wants it, everybody seeks it,
but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it,
be lost in it, and among all, never never forget it.

Love makes time passed ; Time makes love pass.

Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.

You don't realize how much you care about someone
until they don't care about you.
You've never felt pain until you've felt love.

If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't like you. If I hadn't liked you,
I wouldn't love you. If I wouldn't love you
, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do and I will.

I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you,
it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you
and when I realize how much I love you,
I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more.

I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing,
But I can't help it, cause I'm in love with you.

Nothing hurts more than realising ,
He meant everything to me, But,
I meant nothing to him.

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person,
But when you see him smile you suddenly realize,
you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing
that he will never be yours.

Love is only a chapter in guy's life ,
But, to girls, its the whole book.

Telling me to stop loving him is like,
Telling me to stop breathing .

I believe in one thing:
If someone close choose to leave, they are making life difficult for us.
But after they left, if we choose to feel sad and despondent,
we are making life difficult for ourselves.
No doubt we will be sad, after all we are human beings.
But more importantly through this sadness somehow we will grow,
we will see things differently. So we should not hate the person,
but rather thanks him/her for giving us the chance to see/face the reality
and learn a valuable lessons.
And it is his/her lose for letting go someone who cherish him/her,
and our gain for losing someone who do not treasure/cherish us.

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