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I'm just too tired for everything ...

Monday, February 16, 2009 8:40 PM

Hello readers . I'm here to update my blog as usual.
{Changed & Added new songs ; 16songs on track :D}
As i mention, day's have never been good nowadays yeah.
Today went to school as usual, meet Bilian GF at bus stop.
Headed to school & was having assembly.
Today our school commemorates the donno what memoral .
Den recess time only sells, plain water, Yam,Sweet potatos,Porridge,corn.
Wah, can go crazy siah :X , Lesson's as usual.
After school went for dance practice, saw the costume already, omg.
Its quite a type of jazz, i find it okayokay only.
I can say i'm really rest less today, totally like, in my mind is,
'I want to rest & sleep' , i'm just too tired for everything.
Maths , English . Haish. Gonna go crazy already lah dey.
I've to buck up already, if not im gonna fail my 'N' s. GRRR.
Seriously i feel like taking 'O' level mother tongue.
Hmmms, lets see ah, must buck up first.
Studies comes FIRST. heeeheeeh.
I know lah, i always talk cock want. haha.
Hmmms, Well,
Gorgeous smiled to me today, wahaha. sweet smile ;D.
Okay, stop talking about him anymore, no more no more ! :)
I'm just being too craze sometimes.
After dance, its already going 7. Headed to causeway point with dancers as usual,
Azmi,ShuQi,ShangYuan. Bought bubble teas & Sushi's [=
Headed home around 7.30pm, I'm so so tired,
Gonna do homework later on. grrr.
Okay, i shall end here,
Thanks for friends for the advice regards that problem on my head,
I've to take time to relieve myself. :D , i can make it , i can make it!
Okay, i know im being lame & dramatic. :X , can't blame me, I'm crazy!~

Love quotes :

The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread. ~Mother Teresa

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love. ~Albert Einstein

There is no surprise more magical than the surprise of being loved. It is God's finger on man's shoulder. ~Charles Morgan

You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across fields into your lover's arms can only come later when you're sure they won't laugh if you trip. ~Jonathan Carroll, "Outside the Dog Museum"

Ah me! love can not be cured by herbs. ~Ovid

Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence. ~Eric Fromm

Love has no desire but to fulfill itself. To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving. ~Kahlil Gibran

Infatuation is when you think he's as sexy as Robert Redford, as smart as Henry Kissinger, as noble as Ralph Nader, as funny as Woody Allen, and as athletic as Jimmy Conners. Love is when you realize that he's as sexy as Woody Allen, as smart as Jimmy Connors, as funny as Ralph Nader, as athletic as Henry Kissinger and nothing like Robert Redford - but you'll take him anyway. ~Judith Viorst, Redbook, 1975

Love is only a dirty trick played on us to achieve continuation of the species. ~W. Somerset Maugham, A Writer's Notebook, 1949

Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction. ~Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, Wind, Sand and Stars, 1939, translated from French by Lewis Galantière

When love is not madness, it is not love. ~Pedro Calderon de la Barca

Let your love be like the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river. ~Malagasy Proverb

Do I love you because you're beautiful,
Or are you beautiful because I love you?
~Richard Rodgers and Oscar Hammerstein II, Cinderella

For you see, each day I love you more
Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.
~Rosemonde Gerard

Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate! ~Sandra J. Dykes

Love is much like a wild rose,
beautiful and calm,
but willing to draw blood in its defense.

Love is a symbol of eternity.
It wipes out all sense of time,
destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end.

Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get,
it's what you are expected to give .

You don't love a woman because she is beautiful,
but she is beautiful because you love her.

Love doesn't make the world go 'round,
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

What lies behind us, and what lies before us are
tiny matters compared to what lies within us.

The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is to love and be loved in return.

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What exactly love is? I can't get myself an answer for this question.
Sometimes,When you saw a particular gorgeous guy/girl ,
You'll want to know him/her more, Sometimes, you thought you've fallen in love.
Many simply think so, and maybe i myself too.
I look back & thinked carefully, i still believe that,
If i love someone, he'll never be out of my mind,
Whatever i do, i want to get his attention, i want to make him happy,
I'm willing to sacrifices for him,
I'm willing to spent money buying him a tee'shirt even if im broke,
I'll not speak a word when he's mad at me, maybe its his fault,but, i'll endure.
However, nothing seems to be done in a way that makes me feel that ilovedhim.
Maybe its just admiring, maybe its just because he's gorgeous, or maybe its just a crush.
I don't really care. I mean, I'm not gonna let myself fall in love too easily anymore.
I realise myself keep changing targets . & No , i shouldn't anymore.
I mean, Yes, i do have special feeling towards someone now, however,
I'll let myself go away from him, because, he'll never be mine , neither he'll never like me.
I mean, its just a crush or admiring only.
Basically, we've just treat each another as friends :D
I really appreciate him as my friend , now & always, just friends.
Don't want to jump into a conclusion which will make life difficult for him,
I've had enough of this . (:
Time is precious, i rather i take this chance to do more revision,
or maybe make more friends . I'm not gonna let this breaks me down.
Maybe i'm just being too impatient because, i'm still a little too not over piz.
I admit , i always look at his msn pm, i feel like, want to start conversation,but, nahs.
Just memories makes me reminds of you, I'm just gonna smile :D
Strong enough to let go, Strong enough to walk away.
As daddy say ' It is what it is, Its not what it should be or could have been, it is what it is' :)
This 5years , From primary 6 to now , secondary 4.
I've gone through 12 relationships! Its like, so so much.
I really regretted , Can't even count using 2 hands. Fingers aren't enough to count.
Oh my god. I've to stop this, I'm not gonna take no confident relationship's anymore.
Life have never been that great, sometimes i thought i have met the right guy,
i thought i was the missing pieces from his heart, but, i was totally wrong.
Because of previous experiences , I'm gonna learnt from all my mistakes.
Nothing is gonna break me down! , Watch me grow, i'll become sensible.
Thinks for my future, & not let myself stuck here :D
Connie needs brainwash from girlfriends & boyfriends.
Do give me a helping hand alrights? Your presence's are much appreciated.
Thanks for those who eventually encourages me & cheer me up when i'm down.
Sometimes things just turn that bad, sorry if i have rejected your encourages & stuffs.
I promise i'll change back, bring myself back to what i use to be.
I regretted alot. I'll be back , hope to change back as soon as possible.
Not gonna let ppl down, especially Bilian GF .
I know i've never been a good girlfriend & to Audrey,
I've not been a good friend, But, give me time, i promise i'll change.
Now that we're back together again, Lets not apart anymore,
I can't afford to lose anyone of you.
I love you guys,
Actions speaks louder than words, i knew it,
Give me time to prove alrights. I'll change, i'll be back.
Become more sensible, make right choices .
'Yao deng wo , okay? Wo bu hui rang ni men shi wang de!'
CONNIE OHH CONNIE, I CAN'T BELIVE YOU WROTE A LONG LONG POST TODAY!:}

Love have never been perfect,
Everytime something ends, you'll blame yourself,
Because, people always cherish things when it's lost.
I'll be back .
That , hyper stupid foolish dumbo idiot silly girl.
:D

Girlfriends are my first priority! :DDD