Hello guys (:
I've just changed my blog url to : Http://www.killthat-basturd.blogspot.com :D
Basically, my url is not referring to anyone yeah.
Clear your doubts alrights .
If you didn't read my old blog last night ,
Here's the latest news :
(Basically copied & pasted from my last post :B)
Hey guys .
I'm back to Single life .
Perhaps, I've to blame myself for not being good enough,
Well, everything had ended already , i can't do anything to help.
As long as he's happy, i'm happy.
I'll still be fine without ApizAsek.
I'll have to live my life without ApizAsek.
I'll be strong, even without ApizAsek. (:
I want ApizAsek to be happy =D .
I admit, i did cried, i do miss him & i still love him.
But, everything should come to an end right now.
I'll recover soon.
Don't intend to start a relationship in mean while.
I'll prove to those who thinks that i'm a flirt,playgirl or what so ever.
I'll prove you guys wrong alrights .
; If you remembered the quotes/text below :
Most relationships are like delicate flower,
Eventually they dry and die .
Mine is like a cactus ,
I'll always be poking you so that you will remember me always.
If you need me and there are a hundred steps between us,
You can take the first step to get near me,
& i'll take all 99steps to be there for you .
If time slips away without a word from me ,
You don't have to worry about our relationship,
Because feelings beyond words will always keep me around you.
'I've started to miss the days when you nag at me.
I've started to realise how's life without you with me.
I've started to notice, your encourages meant alot to me.
I've started to face that, you're no longer here with me.
As i said, I never blame anyone.
But, myself.
For putting to high hopes, for thinking too much,
I know its very good/proud to have a hot boyfriend,
Its also very hard to keep a hot boyfriend.
I lose you, but, its okay.
At least you'll be happier without me by you.
However, I'll still be far far behind you, watching over you.
Hope you can find a really sweet girlfriend that gives you happiness (:
I don't have to pretend anymore.
We're really over , I'll learn to let go of you.
Thank you for the 1week memories ,
Thank you for spending 1 week with me,
I really appreciate you very very much.
You're the best damn thing. HAHA.
Whatever it is, All the best. =D
Well , I think i'll still be okay without him by me.
Today woke up , wash up and all.
Quickly use the com & logged in to friendster ,
He removed me from his featured )'= ,
So, i went to remove him too.
I'm sick of
www.woaibaby.blogspot.com =X
I'm gonna start all anew this year :)
080209 ; 12.38am - Connie is back to single again :D
So, I want to set a target for myself.
Studies come first, With or without boyfriend , i'll still have to study.
So, Maybe without boyfriend, I can concentrate on my studies or something?
I'm still not over him but, i'm sure i could forget him very soon.
Indeed, i think i won't get to see him in future also.
Classmate's , I know you guys like to call "
Asek" , when you saw me around,
Please remember not to call "
Asek" anymore okay?
Your understanding is much much appreciated . (:
I'm just a very normal human being ,
I don't need people to talk bad things about me to him ,
I've changed seriously , I learnt not to take guys for granted .
People who backstabbed me, you know who you are alrights,
I don't have to mention each of your names .
Just that, I never offended you, If i have, im sorry than.
But, don't hide behind me and step on my tail.
So, your wish came true, we broke off already, are you guys happy? :DD
Anyway, The matter have rested already.
We even talk over the phone this 2days (:
Don't worry, she's a girl , not a guy alright.
We sorted things out, cleared the misunderstanding's. & we're okay now.
I'll update my blog again tonight,
Do remember to relink me & tagged to be link alrights (:
Thank you very much .
' After awhile, i realise the difference of
holding your hand & falling in love .
Goodbye really meant forever .
Isly )'=