Guys are jerks .

;
Do not fall in love - I'm
warning myself :)
Today, went to school as usual ,
Went for morning run, exhausted . Luckily we wasn't late.
After that, lesson's as usual, Mr pek didn't come , so , Cme are free.
After that geog, went to container , 3period, i couldn't endure the coldness & my sleepyness.
So & so, lessons as usual, after 3free periods for chemistry.
Pathetic me, I really can't stand those guys.
Don't you all find it irritating , put yourself in my shoes lah.
When its time to play, play, when its not a time to play, don't play lah.
Everyone have its own limit.
Guys are jerks, i start to hate guys . Especially that group of chinese guys!
Last 4 periods was art , did my painting again. Tomorrow must do also,
But, i have to carve first. I'm stupid enough to bring maths stuffs when there wasn't any
maths lesson today -.-" .
After dance, headed home.
; I'm sure, I love no one . (:
LOVE STORY:I never really had the experience of true love. I was always being cheated on, abused, or contolled. I never thought that i would be happy.
One day i met a guy named Nathyn. We were both in relationships. But we became good friends. We told eachother everything. Then the guy i was dating at the time did some terrible things to me and nethyn helped me thru it. I began to see myself being with Nathyn. I fell in love with him before we even got together. I wasn't sure how he felt.
One day he told me that him and his girl broke up. I was happy on the inside but i told him i was sorry. a few days later he asked me to be his girl. That was the happiest day of my life.
I found out that i was really sick and that there is a possiblity that i might not be able to have kids. I thought that he would leave me because of that. I didnt think that anyone would want to be with me because i was sick, but i was very wrong. He told me "Baby, I'm not leaveing you. I'll be by your side till the very end thats why im going to ask you this. Will you marry me?" I was exstactic. I said yes. We're so happy together. And we're going to get through this together.
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