I miss those days when you turn back and gave a smile .
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 10:57 PM
Hello dearest {!}
Sorry I'm late to update my blog today . I'm just quite busy nowadays .
Basically, This morning i leave home abit later & as usual, i missed my bus.
Grrr. Forget it, After that headed to school, Meet Bilian GF .
We were surprised because today's morning run is cancelled .
Went up to class room, My mood was like . Awwwws . Bloody sad uh.
I admit, Even if i said , i hate him so much, In my heart, its a completely different story.
;Today wasn't a good day , I'm seriously sick & tired of these 'Classmates' -Male .
Seriously know , I don't know since when did i offended you ,
I don't know what i have done to make you guys think that whatever
actions i do, to you guys is that i'm ''Acting Cute" .
Sometimes , i hope i can just ignore the whole lot of you.
In my heart , i was like, since you all hated me, then don't bother to even look at me.(:
Grrrrrrs . Recently busying with dance practices as syf is round the corner,
I promise the practice's is totally tiring . My knee is in great pain,
Blue blacks here & there. It hurts know . )'=
Today our costume arrived , we get to try our costumes while,
Sort of the parts where we needa alter . For me, my pants is too long duh. :X
Bilian GF went home before lunch today, ): .
I was like, so lonely man , Anw, if i'm not wrong , he's trying to hide away from me x__x .
After dance practice, headed to causeway point with Amira & Ahyeen.
We went to food court for dinner , shop around .
Headed home alone after causeway point-ed .
LOVE STORY : {TOO LATE}
( This story is so inspiring , don't be araid to hurt your friends or feel that its betraying, Because, If he/she is a true friend, they would know & understands how you feel . Remember, chance don't come often
& even if it came to you, it might just slips away after secs, So, cherish what you have now, take the chance , before things went out hopeless . )
Day 1: I was with my boyfriend, you were with your girlfriend. I never knew you had loved me all along. You were a step too late.
Day 2: I was so happy with my boyfriend, you looked so happy with you girlfriend. You told me how much you loved your girlfriend. I thought that was so cute. I never knew you were trying to test me. Day 3: I was mad at my boyfriend, you did your best to help me and be a good friend. I never knew these things you did for me were so special.
Day 4: I sat behind you, you sat in front of me. We were in class. You stroke my hand and said that my hand was soft. I felt a spark light up in my heart, but I didn't know what it was. I ignored it.
Day 5: I walked in front of you, you walked behind me. You stole my backpack and my books and carried them for me. My boyfriend came and you gave the things back to me. I thought you were just playing around, but my boyfriend knew better.
Day 6: I was on my messenger, you were on the your messenger. You told me that you liked me. I was surprised. The spark began to light up, again, but I ignored it.
Day 7: I broke up with my boyfriend, you were still with your girlfriend. You told me that you loved me. I didn't know what to do. Your girlfriend was my best friend.
Day 8: I was confused, you broke up with your girlfriend. We wanted to be together, but I couldn't do that to my best friend.
Day 9: I love you, you loved me. But... your girlfriend wanted you back. You loved her, too. You didn't want to hurt her. Goodbye.
Day 10: I still love you, you still loved me. After a few re-sparks, you decided that you wanted to be with me. What do you do?
Day 11: I have no boyfriend, you left your girlfriend. For me... you did it for me. I was hesitant. No matter what, she was still my best friend. How could I betray her so?
Day 12: I tried to not love you anymore, you tried to love me forever. You followed me everywhere, did everything for me, and made me feel special. I couldn't be with you though.
Day 13: I was in denial, you were blinded by love. I wanted to be a good best friend and not love you back. But my heart won't let me do that. I made a plan to help me with my denial.
Day 14: I began to love you, you began to stop loving me. By the time I actually started to love you as much as you loved me, it was too late. You had already changed. Yesterday, you did everything for me and I didn't care. Today, I did everything for you and you didn't care.
Day 15: I still loved you, you stopped loving me. I was too late. You already lost your love for me. If only I had realized my true feelings sooner, maybe this wouldn't have happened. If only you had told me your true feelings sooner, maybe we would be holding hands right now.
Although you don't love me anymore, I'll still love you 'til the end. You've made those few days the best days of my life. I could never thank you enough for that.
Maybe, next time,we wouldn't be too late.
Day 2: I was so happy with my boyfriend, you looked so happy with you girlfriend. You told me how much you loved your girlfriend. I thought that was so cute. I never knew you were trying to test me. Day 3: I was mad at my boyfriend, you did your best to help me and be a good friend. I never knew these things you did for me were so special.
Day 4: I sat behind you, you sat in front of me. We were in class. You stroke my hand and said that my hand was soft. I felt a spark light up in my heart, but I didn't know what it was. I ignored it.
Day 5: I walked in front of you, you walked behind me. You stole my backpack and my books and carried them for me. My boyfriend came and you gave the things back to me. I thought you were just playing around, but my boyfriend knew better.
Day 6: I was on my messenger, you were on the your messenger. You told me that you liked me. I was surprised. The spark began to light up, again, but I ignored it.
Day 7: I broke up with my boyfriend, you were still with your girlfriend. You told me that you loved me. I didn't know what to do. Your girlfriend was my best friend.
Day 8: I was confused, you broke up with your girlfriend. We wanted to be together, but I couldn't do that to my best friend.
Day 9: I love you, you loved me. But... your girlfriend wanted you back. You loved her, too. You didn't want to hurt her. Goodbye.
Day 10: I still love you, you still loved me. After a few re-sparks, you decided that you wanted to be with me. What do you do?
Day 11: I have no boyfriend, you left your girlfriend. For me... you did it for me. I was hesitant. No matter what, she was still my best friend. How could I betray her so?
Day 12: I tried to not love you anymore, you tried to love me forever. You followed me everywhere, did everything for me, and made me feel special. I couldn't be with you though.
Day 13: I was in denial, you were blinded by love. I wanted to be a good best friend and not love you back. But my heart won't let me do that. I made a plan to help me with my denial.
Day 14: I began to love you, you began to stop loving me. By the time I actually started to love you as much as you loved me, it was too late. You had already changed. Yesterday, you did everything for me and I didn't care. Today, I did everything for you and you didn't care.
Day 15: I still loved you, you stopped loving me. I was too late. You already lost your love for me. If only I had realized my true feelings sooner, maybe this wouldn't have happened. If only you had told me your true feelings sooner, maybe we would be holding hands right now.
Although you don't love me anymore, I'll still love you 'til the end. You've made those few days the best days of my life. I could never thank you enough for that.
Maybe, next time,we wouldn't be too late.
Tag's replies :} Oh, I'm simply still not over you .
Anonymous : Haha, yeah. Goodluck tomorrow . Anyway, you are?
Seriously, alot of question marks on my mind, figuring out you .
Basically, you are a chinese right?from Slss? Male/female ? Age? :D
!Charmian : Lol. yeaps, but, no more love storys liao! Haha. sometimes , i free den find uh, nevermind, wait for me , i go think a story of my love. hahas.
Meijun :Yeah, long time no see. awwws. see you soon yeah, thanks for the tag. :D
Shuting: Hahs , thanks .
Bilian : Hmmms, you like that say only, end up also not mine ): . *CRYS*
Maris's friend : Hmm, haha, i'm not pretty uh :) , yeah, i asked her already,
You're Ario's good friend isit? :DD
Just a little little too not over you .
I believe time will heal everything ,
You'll fade away from my heart, my mind.
Memories stays , but , we'll never be the same again )'= .
{ I wish to know you, but, you don't seems that you want to know me .}
"GOOD LUCK FOR COMMON TEST TOMORROW , SILIANS!''
hello! my name is connie and i'm tall precisely. i love a bit of mischief and i'm obsessed with dance.
i am fair and i love outdoor because i can feel the world closer to me . i have long hair and
i usually tie them up into a pony tail with pieces of hairclips on my head. i am active in school and i love exams. i love
my girls and my boyfriend. i'm in pure madness i know, but dont worry, i'm sane :) 
