1month5days since i felt love .

; I'm just upset , unhappy .
I've so much of things in my mind.
{Z} , I'm still not over him, i don't know why.
I'm easily jealous-ed because of couples ):
I feel like i want to have a guy too, too bad uh.
None have ever pop into my life . D:
Today is the 13th & Friday, yes, totally bad luck.
; My heart aches when my classmates (guys) irritate me.
I hate them all, so much! ,
Its not they themselves make me hate them,
is the things they do that makes me hate them.
Sometimes, i feel like i want to cry when you guys irritates me,
if i cry, more things will start coming out your(s) dirty mouth.
So, you guys think that its the best if i don talk in class,
Since you all hate me, then don ever talk to me .
I won't entertain you(s) too. ihysm.
BLOODY 13TH.HOW much TEENAGE you had screwed up ?[] Gotten detention .
[x] Gotten your phone taken away in class .
[] Gotten suspended .
[] Gotten caught chewing gum .
[] Gotten caught cheating on a test .
Total : 1[x] Arrived late to class more then 5 times .
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times .
[] Turned at least 3 projects in late .
[] Missed school cause you feel like it .
[] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class .
Total :3
[] Got your mum / dad etc . to get you out of school .
[x] Texted people during class .
[x] Passed notes .
[x] Threw stuff across the room .
[x] Laughed at the teacher .
Total : 7[] Pulled down the fire alarm .
[x] Went on Myspace , Facebook , Xanga , ect . on the computer at school .
[x] Took pictures during school hours .
[x] Called someone during school hours .
[x] Listened to an Ipod , CD , ect ... during class .
Total : 11[] Gotten a call from school .
[] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly .
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school .
[] Gotten a detention and didn't go .
[x] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking .
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear .
Total : 14[] Faked your parents signature .
[x] Slept in class .
[] Cursed at a teacher to their face .
[x] Copied homework . Total : 16MULTIPLY BY THREE : 16 x 3 = 48
I screwed up 48 % of my teenage life}10Friends to do. As your wish .
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I'm seriously tired .
So sick of everything.
Whatever i do is wrong .
Nothing i did is right .
Everything sucks lah.
2more days to camp, yet, i'm not prepared.
28days already, ismy):
Bye.