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It took me so long , yet , i'm still not over it

Monday, March 2, 2009 8:45 PM

Current song : When you're gone
Current mood : Sad
Current weather : After a big pouring rain

Hello everyone :
I'm here to blog again ,
Today wasn't a good day for me, i guess.
Morning i woke up early & leave home early because , i ought not to be late .
I waited for bilian GF under her block for more than 30mins,
I sat down at the place i last went with someone . ):
Memories flash back ,well , i was kinda sad about that, for a short moment.
After that, 7.30am , She finally came down, we walked to school,
We're already late, Ezlink cards have been taken away by councilors .
After that headed to toilet first, as i was like, super urgent -.-" ,
When we wanted to go to the hall, the national anthem was playing already.
Awwws. We are forced to sit outside the hall, moving here & there.
After road safety assembly, He walked pass me gave me a piece of sketch he did for me,
I was kinda happy, Its really beautiful, i couldn't stop looking at it though, its just graffiti .
Thank you very much, my dear friend :) you're the best lah :D ! .
After that headed to toilet to change as first period was pe.
So restless as the weather is super hot , sweating all the way ,
After pe was chemistry, a kind of bored as mustaqin didn't attend school today,
Nobody entertains me, today was quite quiet as Alvin was not in school :D
After that lesson's as usual, maths, ms loo didn't come today .
I was like, so tired,can't stop falling asleep.
3pm, Modern dancers will have to leave the class & go for dance practice.
End up we just sat outside the mini hall for 1hour .
Shang Yuan told me something, i was like, upset.
After that i didn't really utter a word , i kept quite.
I listen to the mp3 playing & laid my head down on the table & sleep.
How pathetic. I really don't know what to do already.
Its hard for me to heckcare. Its always on my mind,
I really don't know what to do, Seriously.
I panic, oh, dear , i really don't know what to do sia.
I wish you could teach me , Its the '17th day .
Awwwws. anyway, 7more days to single 1 month, weeeees~!

Love Quotes :

It takes only a minute
to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone
and a day to love someone
but takes a lifetime to forget someone.

A rose without thorns is
like love without heartbreak;
it doesn't make sense.

They say, 'Time heals all wounds.'
If that is true,
then I guess mine go deeper than pain.

Meeting you was fate,
becoming your friend was a choice,
falling in love with you was beyond my control.

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; Sometimes, i don't understand myself ,
Although, i always say, i won't want to waste time on something/one ,
Whom i know i want yet i couldn't archieve.
But, this time round its like, totally different .
I don't wish to be a bad person too, but, i can't do anything.
Put yourselve in my shoes, you know how i feel , do you?
Love is the suckiest thing ever, agree?
I wanted to fight for someone i love till the very last seconds, but,
i guess this time round, i won't .
Too many things happened, i cannot cope.
Sometimes, i really wish i can dig a space & just hide myself in there.
No one with me, no one find me, no one bothers me.
But, i can't . I know i said i want to walk away.
But, now, i couldn't. Maybe is because, i'm still very into him.
But, i hope i can faster fade it away. please.
Life is so hard & terrible for me.
{ Zhi zuo hao peng you }

LOVE STORY! TOUCHING{!!!!}

{NOTE: I read this story & i cried sadly!}

I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol.
Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school.
Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish.
Carol was just one of those plain and average girls .
Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric.
Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric.
For she was already attractive enough.
Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care.
Carol wasn't ugly at all.
In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant.
But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes.
So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn.
For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl.
While Cathlyn was labeled as the cool and attractive type.

Eric always insulted Carol.

Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was.
And how dumb she looked.
Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless.
That's life. Carol never gave up though.
She wanted to prove something to Eric.
She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything.
She studied hard, really hard.
She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her.

But she never forgot Eric.
Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker.
Always with the same words.
'I care for you, and I always will'
Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time.
Eric began to realise.
How dumb he had been.
His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn.
Was flirting with other guys.
He regretted for choosing the wrong girl.

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later.
For she had found a wealthier guy.
Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb.
He went to look for Carol.
He knelt on his knees, and said.
"Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise.
She only uttered these words.
"You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"

Eric felt disappointed.
He didn't understand a word that she said to him.
But they became good friends.
Did everything together.
Eric began to change into someone better.
Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before.
His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way.
They just accepted him for his looks.
But Carol accepted him for himself .
She changed him.
Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday.
With the same words. She never forgot.

One day, Carol didn't turn up in school.
She didn't come for a week.
At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family.
Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.
But one day. He received a call from the General Hospital.
Saying that Carol was about to die.
She had been suffering from cancer.
But Carol forbade them from telling him.
Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her.
But now that she was about to die.
She wanted to see Eric for the last time.
Eric rushed to the hospital.
When he saw how weak Carol was.
Tears began rushing down his cheeks.
He whispered.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"
She looked at him . And smiled weakly at him.

"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully." Eric looked at her.
"You can't leave me!" he said.
"What will I be without you?"
"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."

"Yes?" "I love you" And she died. Eric screamed.
He still couldn't accept Carol's death.
He had only spent a month with Carol.

A month. But Carol changed his life in a way.
A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted.
But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.
Sometimes We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us.
Until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret.
Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts.
It's better to tell someone how much you love them.
Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them.
You'll regret Love is. When we fight till the very last minute.
Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.