{ This is a chinese song, sorry if you readers don't understand chinese ,
I just feel that this song suits my feeling now , super sad though. }
; Qing Tian-
Gu shi de xiao huang hua
cong chu sheng na nian jiu piao zhe
tong nian de dang qiu qian
sui ji yi yi zhi huang dao xian zai
chui zhe qian zou wang zhe tian kong
wo xiang qi hua ban shi zhe diao luo
wei ni tiao ke de na yi tian
hua luo de na yi tian
jiao shi de na yi jian
wo zen me kan bu jian
xiao shi de xia yu tian
wo hao xiang zai lin yi bian
mei xiang dao shi qu de yong qi wo hai liu zhe
hao xiang zai wen yi bian
ni hui deng dai hai shi li kai
gua feng zhe tian wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
dan pian pian yu jian jian
da dao wo kan ni bu jian
hai yao duo jiu wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
deng dai fang qing de na tian ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
cong qian cong qian you ge ren ai ni hen jiu
dan pian pian feng jian jian
ba ju li chui de hao yuan
hao bu rong yi you neng zai duo ai yi tian
dan gu shi de zui hou ni hao xiang shuo le bye bye.
Today wasn't a good day , I'm really so upset .
Went off to school alone , After meeting Bilian GF at bus stop,
We walked to school, they couldn't stop hearing me saying 'Wo hen sad leh' .
I'm so sad , loving someone is letting them go. yeah, i did it.
Assembly was like. -.- " , no much comments.
Lesson's as usual today, i'm just not in the mood somehow.
At 3pm, went for dance practice, before that went to toilet to change.
Tada. i saw him ): , i walked in a fast fast speed & zoom into the toilet.
Tried not to look, tried not to peep. but, nothing seems to work.
After dance, Amira ask me if i wanto have dinner with her,
We went KFC , The 3 of us, Raynard,Amira & me .
We was talking all the way. We all have our own stress .
Raynard's line " Aku stress " :D
Aku stress too! )'= , We happily take our own sweet time there, went home at 7plus .
Today dearest Ahyeen gf didn't attend school, awwws, sad .
So , went home alone.
I've this strong feeling, i wanto text him, but, forced myself not to, yet. failed.
Because , i was super unhappy & upset regards something.
; We didn't contact already .
I was very upset just minutes ago, we quarelled.
Althought ought not to contact, but, i was angry because he tot i meant another way.
I was deleted away from his f/s account.
I was super duper hyper hot at that point of time,
I thought it was Her who deleted it.
I was fumed & sad . I can't tahan, i texted him.
I say " .....Very cheebye sia ,delete me away from f/s _l_ "
So & so, we quarelled luhs.
While texting , tears rolled down my cheeks .
YET, i didn't failed to grab 2 plastic straws & did a plastic heart for him.
Hate myself seriously. What am i doing? awws. come on. Move on la dey. :(
Things will never turn back like before, those joys ,
Have been thrown down drain & it floats till somewhere i couldn't find already.
Aku sedih lah. I'm so hyper sad, do you know it?
Or can you even feel something when i told you my heart is broken?!
Guess no. HAHA. i feel myself silly for those tears i've dropped.
I'm abit happy because this makes me feel that the feelings faded away a lil.
Perhaps, just a lil too not over him.
I promise, soon i'll delete all the texts & pictures okay.
Time will recover everything, i know i can let go. i know it.
The more i feel sad inside, The more i will pretend happy outside,
There's no more time for failure things, i want successful thing!
Set my heart free from no one.
Trust no man , Fear no bitch :D
LOVE STORY : {The salty Coffee}
He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him.
At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, and she thought to herself, "Please, let me go home..."
Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously, "Why you have this hobby?" He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there." While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home... Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, and then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said, "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything... Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste... But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again."
Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her, "What's the taste of salty coffee?" She replied, "It's sweet."
Pass this to everyone because love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but HOLD ON!!!!
Aku Sedih , Aku Rindu Kau .
Aku Cinta Padamu . )'=
hello! my name is connie and i'm tall precisely. i love a bit of mischief and i'm obsessed with dance.
i am fair and i love outdoor because i can feel the world closer to me . i have long hair and
i usually tie them up into a pony tail with pieces of hairclips on my head. i am active in school and i love exams. i love
my girls and my boyfriend. i'm in pure madness i know, but dont worry, i'm sane :) 
