I'm afraid to be stuck at the losing end .
Saturday, April 25, 2009 10:39 PM
; Random old picture .Hello ,
Today went to school for Physics & Chemistry mock exam.
Predicted the result will be a failure .
After that accompanied Bilian gf to eat at 211 coffee shop.
Then went over to the Rc to meet duckling.
We are like, hanging around marsiling area,
We walk here and there, after that settled down under void deck,
Alot of funny thingys happened. HAHA.
So much of fun , at around 1plus , he accompanied me to bus stop ,
after that he headed back home.
Didn't went out today, i was at home, sleep & did my homework.
Tomorrow, might not be going anywhere .
Moodless.
; I'm afraid of losing, everyone wants to win ,
Including myself, either in relationship wise, study wise ,
Nobody wants to lose isn't it .
I've been thinking these days,
What i really want , what i can really do.
I really can't get myself a answer , i'm so confused.
Sometimes its really like, i couldn't take a step forward nor backward.
Totally stuck .
One day, i'll still have to face it,
Someone is gonna leave , but, only thing i could do is to watch them walk away.
If i can, i hope time rewinds back , maybe rewind to years ago?
I wish everything could start all over again.
Yes, almost there but, never get there .
Sorry if i'm the one who started everything.
-We use to be those silly little girls who shared secrets & give advises among ourselves.
But, now, things seems changed, you're leaving us, i felt it.
Sometimes, we want to help , but, if you never open your door & let us in.
Forever you'll stuck there & depression will come & rock you.
We really wish to help although we know our words is just 1% compared to his.
But, we really feel our heart aching to see you like this.
Ask yourself, why you changed so much, ask yourself, did you made a mistake,
sometimes, saying sorry can cure everything, but, when things turns bad,
it will never get back to the old times again.
You know this is for you, read it, & remember that no matter what,
We're always there .
hello! my name is connie and i'm tall precisely. i love a bit of mischief and i'm obsessed with dance.
i am fair and i love outdoor because i can feel the world closer to me . i have long hair and
i usually tie them up into a pony tail with pieces of hairclips on my head. i am active in school and i love exams. i love
my girls and my boyfriend. i'm in pure madness i know, but dont worry, i'm sane :) 
