DUMB . SO DUMB . Serve me right :D I hate myself so so much. It must be the last time i feel so dumb. I don't want to drag anymore . Its killing, i'm crying, again! for his sake _l_. I feel so fooled, i wish i could rewind time back, Back to the starting of this year if i could. I'll be clever enough not wanting to know you. I feel so like, want to give up on everything now. Why everytime, i must be the one crying like fuck? Enough is enough. I'm always the one can't let go. why? Blame myself for loving too much. ): I always find out new things, you always hide things behind me . I really don't understand you , at all . How i wish , someone can come in my life, take me away. Don't bring me back. Perhaps, i just need another one who worth the love . I'm so over . Tears still falls . :( I just need someone , right one, not wrong ones. Deep inside, its bleeding. I wish i could make my heart stone. So, i won't feel any pain. You always think, everything will be alright. I don't know how to trust anymore. Its brokenned again. I'm trying not to care anymore. I regretted, good guys slips away from my hand, & i'll never get any back . I hope i could let go )': Bendan , Shagua 是我 .
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挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话 地址写的是心底 你能不能收到它 天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗 这一个冬天我得一个人走回家 问自己习惯了吗 没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大 有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话 你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念裏挣扎 你说会记得我还记得吗 你最近还好吗 忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗 如果真不得已忘了我 快向快乐出发 有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达 旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬 昨天远了明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大 这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下 问自己习惯了吗 没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大 有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话 你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念裏挣扎 你说会记得我还记得吗 你最近还好吗 忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗 如果真不得已忘了我 快向快乐出发x2 {Translated} Picked a Christmas card and filled it with many blessful sayings The address is written on the heart are you able to recieve it? The weather is a bit cold The wind is a bit windy The city is peaceful yet noisy This winter I must go home alone (I) ask myself if I am use to it yet Without you, every night the echos becomes very loud Is there a good method to make the lonliness be good? How you've been lately? Are you still struggling in the longings? You've said you'll remember me, do you still remember? How you've been lately? Are you busy, tired, does your heart still hurt? If you really had to forget me hurry up and head towards happiness Even if we held hands, (I) still wouldn't have the strength to express (my feelings) An ex's greeting is more awkward then a stranger's Yesterday was far Tomorrow is still long The memories are vague but huge How to stop the late night tears from falling? (I) ask myself if I am use to it yet Without you, every night the echos becomes very loud Is there a good method to make the lonliness be good? How you've been lately? Are you still struggling in the longings? You've said you'll remember me, do you still remember? How you've veen lately? Are you busy, tired, does your heart still hurt? If you really had to forget me hurry up and head towards happiness How you've been lately? Are you still struggling in the longings? You've said you'll remember me, do you still remember? How you've veen lately? Are you busy, tired, does your heart still hurt? If you really had to forget me hurry up and head towards happiness
QUIT PLAYING GAMES WITH MY HEART ♥
i should have known from the start but too bad, it's too late
hello! my name is connie and i'm tall precisely. i love a bit of mischief and i'm obsessed with dance.
i am fair and i love outdoor because i can feel the world closer to me . i have long hair and
i usually tie them up into a pony tail with pieces of hairclips on my head. i am active in school and i love exams. i love
my girls and my boyfriend. i'm in pure madness i know, but dont worry, i'm sane :)
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I'm Connie , a lil above fifteeeeen.
I'm a December baby, my b'day falls on th 6th (: .
I adore my girls, boyfriend & close ones.
I'm taken on 26thJune2009 , 1:33pm by ♥ Muhd Zulfadly .
Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.
I love my life , talk all your shit , as if i give a fuck. •FRIENDSTER ; •TAGGED
hello! my name is connie and i'm tall precisely. i love a bit of mischief and i'm obsessed with dance.
i am fair and i love outdoor because i can feel the world closer to me . i have long hair and
i usually tie them up into a pony tail with pieces of hairclips on my head. i am active in school and i love exams. i love
my girls and my boyfriend. i'm in pure madness i know, but dont worry, i'm sane :) 
