I still couldn't do it.
Sunday, May 31, 2009 12:24 AM
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Find a heart that loves you at your worst and arms that hold you at your weakest.
Yesterday is a day when my heart breaks.
I admit i'm still not over, Give me some time please.
Let me contact and slowly cut down please .
Today meet Azmi , 12pm at interchange,
Trained to D.G , after that walked to Plaza Sing.
Saw many crews practicing & making up already.
Azmi and i went to eat LJS.
After that went over to the open space to wait for 30T to dance.
I swear they rocked the audience , full of energy!
I left at 3plus, meet mummy & sis to TTSH.
Went Novena to shop before going TTSH.
After that headed home at 8plus.
; Sorry to say , i miss his everything.
Is hard to pretend nothing had happened.
I wake up this morning and realise , everything's gone.
I started crying, I feel like screaming out loud.
I sing and sing, cry while sing. only daddy could tahan my sound duh :x
I swear, i feel like crying all along today.
I trained to novena alone.
I listened to the song 'Never Be Replaced" , i remember ,
yesterday at time 5.20pm, i played this song & show it to him.
I suppose, 5.20pm,am & 11.11pm,am i will think of him more.
I tried to occupy myself so that i won't miss him,
but, fail fail failed.
Yesterday night, i called Bilian GF, i was crying.
Hard to make a decision , i bet i still in my dreams.
I'm sorry for that, but, believe me, give me time.
I'll do what i should do.
Lets hope for a better tomorrow.
(my dream , my wish , my fantasy)
Yesterday is a day when my heart breaks.
I admit i'm still not over, Give me some time please.
Let me contact and slowly cut down please .
Today meet Azmi , 12pm at interchange,
Trained to D.G , after that walked to Plaza Sing.
Saw many crews practicing & making up already.
Azmi and i went to eat LJS.
After that went over to the open space to wait for 30T to dance.
I swear they rocked the audience , full of energy!
I left at 3plus, meet mummy & sis to TTSH.
Went Novena to shop before going TTSH.
After that headed home at 8plus.
; Sorry to say , i miss his everything.
Is hard to pretend nothing had happened.
I wake up this morning and realise , everything's gone.
I started crying, I feel like screaming out loud.
I sing and sing, cry while sing. only daddy could tahan my sound duh :x
I swear, i feel like crying all along today.
I trained to novena alone.
I listened to the song 'Never Be Replaced" , i remember ,
yesterday at time 5.20pm, i played this song & show it to him.
I suppose, 5.20pm,am & 11.11pm,am i will think of him more.
I tried to occupy myself so that i won't miss him,
but, fail fail failed.
Yesterday night, i called Bilian GF, i was crying.
Hard to make a decision , i bet i still in my dreams.
I'm sorry for that, but, believe me, give me time.
I'll do what i should do.
Lets hope for a better tomorrow.
(my dream , my wish , my fantasy)
hello! my name is connie and i'm tall precisely. i love a bit of mischief and i'm obsessed with dance.
i am fair and i love outdoor because i can feel the world closer to me . i have long hair and
i usually tie them up into a pony tail with pieces of hairclips on my head. i am active in school and i love exams. i love
my girls and my boyfriend. i'm in pure madness i know, but dont worry, i'm sane :) 
