I'm afraid of losing .

Trust can take years to build up, but, seconds to shatter.Hello.
; SORRY! (
I went to meet him todayz.)
Basically i wake up at 11plus this morning & never leaves my bed till 12.30pm.
We suppose to meet at 2, however, i was late , we met around 2.30.
Went to SSC, its like, so funny, its a hot day at first, while waiting for the shutter bus ,
i took out a piece of tissue for him , another piece for myself.
We're sweating . After bus come we feel so relaxed,
He slide the air con thingy, wheee. feel wind . after that, we reached,
Went to popular cos we wanto buy pens. , 'O' level mother tongue tomorrow.
I swear i haven study yet. after updating & shower, i will start studying.
After ssc , we went to 7eleven, he bought the slimdown coke, den he drink.
Say, nice nice,end up bitter, he say, regret ah ,like that. HAHAHA.
After that bused to sembawang park. we found seats w/ shelter. phew.
Have fun today, see alot of funny peoples.
Super funny siah, we are laughing like nobody's business.
He suppose to rush off already, we leave park at 6 i think.
After that he sent me back to woodlands den he take train to cck.
He repeats :" Its cck , not ccy" . HAHAHA.
Basically, i think i'm still in dream land.
I feel like, wasting my time. but, its okay lah.
It takes hard times to forget anyway. so, hope things won't turn bad than.
Seriously , idk why i'm still here.
But, thats feeling, i can't help uh.
Feel like wanto kill myself la. LOL.
k , bye.