At night I pray That soon your face will fade away .










Hello peeps.
I'm not in a good mood now, i'm sad now.sigh. nevermind.
Today i woke up at 7.30am , went to help the colouring .
Okay, im getting excited to tell.
I SAW THIS SMALL BOY, NURSERY. HE SUPER CUTE!
Its a malay boy, so cute! , With big eyes, innocent face. omg.
I swear siah, i spent alot time helping him up!><
I wear for him the apron , he so obedient, i think teachers address him as Ah-q.
omg!When i'm leaving , teacher carry him out, he so cute! Argh, cant forget his cute face.
After that , went to eat at 768, den went back home,
Quickly decided what to wear, showered , prepare to meet christina at causeway .
Went off to city hall, met QiMing Baobei and Dion glg. (:
Long time no see, hugged with my baobei!!! ROARROAR.
So, went to bugis, baobei want to buy pants, so just follow. :D
After that, wen ting honey came, we went to shop awhile,
Went Junction , ate Sushi , so much fun.
We eat the buffet , so, baobei keep ordering, food keep coming and coming,
table is full! , Suddenly they play true or dare, den baobei and honey do stupid things.
We laugh our ass out know. :D
After eating, just slack at bugis, shop shop, they buy things uh.
Before going home , went Famous Amos , bought cookies, share with christina.
Before board train, hugged baobei, lots of misses yeah.
Hopefully can see you again VERY SOON yeah.
Trained back, sleep on the train, i was really sleepy, den go cwp.
Slack, home at 10plus.
; Shagged .
What am i suppose to do.
Feel like crying, everyday i cry, everyday i heartache.
SO SICK MAN.
I tried alot ways just to forget you,
but, somehow rather , i couldn't.
(K), have been texting me, i've been finding excuses not to reply,
I feel so bad deep inside,
How am i gonna face him tomorrow in the hospital,
He wanna talk to me. ):
I don't want to cry anymore .
Admire and love is different.
I love him, but he doesn't feel the same perhabs.
I tried to let go, but, it seems so hard to.
Keeping it as a secret, but, i don't like to.
Shit myself yeah.
Sometimes, i feel so extra, i would go someday, if i could.
I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Btw, feel like changing blog link soon. :)
Bye.