Confused . Why me?!

Things started changing , i don't know what to do .
Heyyy. people , its me again.
Today i'm feeling tired and moodless.
At first was okay, but , till then my mood turns bad.
I went to causeway point alone today ,around 4.
I wanted to go cck/town to buy something but, no one is going .
so, i just went causeway luh, alone.
Hmm, after that buy food to hospital .
Basically i reach there at 5plus.
When i leave home , its raining cat and dogs, i was caught in the rain! haha.
After that reach Yio chu kang, sweat already.
Waiting for bus to the hospital yeah.
I'm alone there, Khairul ask to go down when he's having break.
We sit down near the playground, talking .
After that went up, watch tv . sms.
After that at 9 , i leave the hospital, he finish work as well.
We took Mrt together , i didn't want him to sent me, so, he drop down at Yishun.
After that i went causeway , most of the shop are closed.
I broke my black hairband sia, donno is it sense anot.
Before i go out, i wonder if i should wear my white hairband, but,
i was lazy to change so just leave home, end up it breaks. alamak.
My hair was damn messy can. haha.
& I hate Lizards.
Swear its killing me!!! ):
; I don't know what to do.
I'm stuck in the middle of the road ley.
I wonder what's going on .
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;The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything,
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Love is like playing the piano.
First you must learn to play by the rules,
then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.
When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.Your voice makes me tremble inside
And your smile is an invitation
For my imagination to go wild.
The moon is a friend for the lonesome to talk to.