Heartbreaks.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 8:20 PM
We fought and i think, this time ,
Goodbye is really forever .
I thought i was waiting for your phone call , till i realize,
You'll not call me anymore .
I always feel my phone vibrating, but, when i take a look at it,
there's nothing. perhaps , time to wake up from my sweet dream that lasted for 4months.
This month 13th , we'll have fun at sentosa, but, i think now,i don have to think anymore.
Just dream on.
I tried my best , i gave all i can , so, i should be satisfied for what i can have now.
Thanks for being there, i'll let you go.
Ignore the love story part below. thanks.
Actually , i hate this feeling.
I'm afraid to wake up tomorrow morning and realize everything is gone.
I'm sure i will start crying again, maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow.
I just don't want to cry anymore lah.
I'm really upset for everything, but, it had been quite long already,
I should have more than enough memories with him .
I will keep all the sketchs , photographs, text messages.
I just don't want to lose this friendship. sighs.
How will tomorrow be ? i really wonder.
I don't want him to hide from my anymore,
i just want us to be friends, smile to each other, at least this? hmmm.
I keep on repeating this song 'My heart will go on' ,
What am i doing?! , Tml is gonna be a long day, with Cip till 5pm.
I wonder would i want to text him, i know i will want to, but,
i try my best, very very best not to, lets not disturb him anymore.
Seriously, i feel touched for the last sketch he gave me.
If *YOU* 're here and you see this,
I really wish to thank you so much, thanks for everything !
Sorry for all my wrongs too, you just take care uh.
I know tomorrow is gonna be a bad day,
With my eyes feeling the pain.
But, its okay, i must start to buck up already.
I must be strong, people say, its not holding on that makes people stronger,
infact its letting go.
Okay, thanks to the Rapist for caring.
Raynard for asking me for movie tomorrow, well, got cip luhs ):
Hmmmm, thats all i think , imisshim )': .
K bye.
hello! my name is connie and i'm tall precisely. i love a bit of mischief and i'm obsessed with dance.
i am fair and i love outdoor because i can feel the world closer to me . i have long hair and
i usually tie them up into a pony tail with pieces of hairclips on my head. i am active in school and i love exams. i love
my girls and my boyfriend. i'm in pure madness i know, but dont worry, i'm sane :) 
