New skin dude.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 6:08 PM
How it started, is just like how it's gonna end .
Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up,
and never truly moving on.
Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of
what's left of your heart that they feel the same.
Hello peoples.
Sorry , yesterday i didn't update because , i was too tired after a long day.
After school, i went to the library to meet my sister and my aunt.
In the afternoon , i went home alone , was using the com .
Evening time, went to shower and went to bishan .
Have my dinner and after that headed to Hospital.
After visit, we went home around 9 i guess.
Piggy say he phoned my house and nobody picks up, yeah. im not at home , thats why.
So & so, at night we chatted on phone, than than , went to sleep. soooo tired. :0 .
Today went to school as usual,
I leave home around 7.15am .
Supposedly today i'm not going to school , intended to skip school w. someone.
However, cannot lah. So, just go to school.
Mrs lau & Mr singh is taking the attendence, we quickly settle down.
After awhile, he slowly stroll in the school, chewing a gum. -.- .
Okay, after that went to AVA room for physics lesson today.
After recess was english lesson.
Did letter writing , After that headed home.
I was using the com the whole day && I just finish washing my costume TODAY!.
& I've to hand it in tomorrow. awwwws.~
Yesterday is 8th, such a special day for me,
I pampered myself with a slice of cake, cool ayeah.
Okay, basically. i love ---.
So, what to do. *Sighs* , lets see how things work lah.
Believing that one day i would be strong enough to let go.
>>LOVE STORY?
Few months back , Sally know this guy Joe.
When she realize herself slowly falling in love with Joe,
She than found out Joe is already attached.
Her heart scattered , however, she continues seeing him even though she feel the guilt.
In the first place, she cherished the time she spent with Joe.
Its really hard for them to know each another , Joe is a quiet guy,
Whereas Sally is talkative, She always wonders about Joe.
But, in the first place she didn't even thinks that she'll get the chance to know him,
well, only till she is asking Joe's friend about him, his friend simply just sent her joe's number.
Sally wonder and wonders , she decided to give Joe a text ,
Because, it seems that Joe already know sally have light interest him.
Believing that she won't fall in love with him, but, still.
She couldn't control her feelings.
Often times, She tries to leave because, she feel the guilt , she knows what others is thinking
about her, as a bitch, third party , or what so ever.
Love is blind, so, when someone is in love, its totally blind.
Sally get to know more about Joe, so on , they became close friend.
Sally already confessed her feeling since the first time she know him,
As time goes by, Joe also said , he likes her.
Sally didn't know if she should believe him, but, just listen and take in.
One day, Sally cannot take it anymore,
She said to Joe, she want to leave him, Joe didn't say anything,
Sally tried not to contact with him even though they were textmates.
She failed to do it, because, Joe started to avoid her,
Information given is, He's someone that is quite sensitive, she suppose.
She didn't bear to let go this friendship, they are back together as good friends again.
Not long ago, she realize his lies, and wanted to stop contacting him ,
She thought its gonna be easy, but , it wasn't easy.
She started to have interest with this guy, Alson.
Alson is one year younger than her, although sally don't know him,
but, she wish to know him.
Alson is not a good student, she suppose.
He don't attend school always, he's in NT.
But, all this doesn't matter, she starts to like him,
After that, something happened , Joe & her started to text again.
This time round, sally say to herself , she must not like Joe again.
She determined, but, after she realise, Alson & her is impossible,
Joe touched her and she falls in love with him again.
One night, things seems lighted up by fire.
She know its a mistake for all things that happen, but, its the fact that her feeling is there.
Distance getting closer & closer, sometimes, she remembers how sweet the couple are,
But, she just try to forget about it.
Till than, now, yes now.
They are still close friend, knowing that he still lies to her, but,
She didn't have the courage to leave because,
She loved him & she doesn't want to lose a friend like him.
Joe did things for sally, they take pictures together, have fun together, go outing together.
People will not know what and how they are like exactly.
Sally still loves Joe, Joe say he loves his girlfriend but, he loves sally too.
She melted, She didn't know what to do,
She no longer know whats right & whats wrong.
Till than, she tries to make a decision, but, she's afraid of losing.
She love him deeply, but, in another situation, he's attached.
Now now, Sally just want to love Joe, she know's she can't let go of him.
So, just wait and see.
Don't say she don't feel guilty, Sally feels the guilt too!
But, its all fair in love, sometimes,
Put yourself into other peoples shoe, you will figure out how she feels just like how
you will feel if it happens to you.
Saying "Just forget him lah" , is not as simple as abc , saying is easy but, how to really do it?
So so so, thats all about this love story. so complicated .
Okay, bye loves.
hello! my name is connie and i'm tall precisely. i love a bit of mischief and i'm obsessed with dance.
i am fair and i love outdoor because i can feel the world closer to me . i have long hair and
i usually tie them up into a pony tail with pieces of hairclips on my head. i am active in school and i love exams. i love
my girls and my boyfriend. i'm in pure madness i know, but dont worry, i'm sane :) 
