Love is shit (:

RELINK . (Latest)

2009-10-31T21:14:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps.
In case you're here.
Do relink me ,
I've moved to : www.lickdieyou.blogspot.com
You can read me there.

Byes.

2009-08-12T19:20:00.000+08:00

RELINK ME

This blog will be officially close from today.
Read me @ www.serve-youright.blogspot.com ,
Do let me know your email address for blogger because ,
I'll be privating my blog with my boyfriend. (:
Well,do let me know your email address, i don't know how.
But, maybe by ways you can contact me through either plurk/hp/msn or whatever.
Thank you.

2009-08-12T16:17:00.004+08:00

The love we build up, its for eternity .
HAHA. DOG, CANNOT READ MY BOYF BLOG ALREADY, HAPPY ANOT?
WHEEEEEEEEE. DOG DON'T USE COM RIGHT?
DEN WHY ARE YOU USING?!
OMG. Stop looking, yes YOU. stupid.

(:
Don't bother about us, the more you say,
the more loving we are, i know you're jealous. (:
So, stop being a big kaypo to come to his blog all.
Feel like want to spam me? sorry, you cannnot.
I removed my tag board already, hate dogs that bark non stop.
Just like you. hahaha.
Laugh your ass out man. teehee :D
This is call ,
"Stupid people do stupid thing:P" .

Bye kiddos..

Picnic.

2009-08-10T21:50:00.003+08:00

Hello hello.
Just a short one will do.
Basically yesterday i doze off at 4am, finally.
Today wake up at 11.45am , got meeting with boyf.
Met him at 1pm at interchange, we headed to sembawang,
Bused to Ssc , went to buy mat and eat lunch.
After we do so, went 7eleven to buy drinks and snack.
After that we headed to sembawang park , picnic i think .
We found a place with peace and layed the mat there.
So many ants crawling around, biting us up. ROAR.
Then we just chit chat and enjoy the sandwhich i did and snacks all.
Headed back home at 6plus,
A kind of tired, gonna prepare for school tomorrow.
Prelim starts on wednesday, OMGOMG.

K bye.

Peace-zah-heart . (:

2009-08-08T19:13:00.001+08:00

Hello hello.
There are more actually, didn't upload all. (:
Today i woke up at 8.45am, i called him to wake him up,
however, piggy him sleep back, haha.
I was quite frustrated actually, after that he finally wake up! :D
Den we meet at causeway point. We trained to city hall.
He meet his bandmate awhile, after that we go eat at marina square.
We eat at Pizza hut, the huts couple , have fun perhaps.
He's so funny! (Chicken soup seyyy ^^)
After we finish eating , we go back to woodlands, actually wanto go bugis,
but, the weather is so bad, so, headed back by bus 960.
I slept on him. :P , i was too tired,so, after we reach, bused to my house.
Then we go 7eleven buy drinks, den after that go sit down at the bbq pit ,
Den after that we went to voiddeck and slack.
Till 4plus, he sent me home. haha.
I'm so tired. :0.
Gonna bathe and do my homework, prelim starts on wednesday!!
Okay, tomorrow is mummy's birthday :D ; singapore as well. heeeheeeh.
Monday hope to meet boyf. :)
Okay. bye.

2009-08-07T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hello hello.
A short one will do. (:
Today i went to school with my boyf. :D
After that he go first, i meet bilian gf, we fought ah.
After that in school, celebrate national day, w/o concert performance.
I open my bag and check my phone for more than 20times, hoping that he text me,
but, nah, he didn't , but, nevermind, we still continue with our plan.
We meet at 2plus at interchange, after that we go Seoul Garden, book table first.
Must wait for hour plus, den we go shop around, crack jokes all, after that the
manager called me, so, went to seoul garden , baby's first time there :D
I guide him along uh, we both bloated liao, the only thing i hate is,
We stinks after eating. we finish eating at 5plus.
He sent me home, we hang out till 7plus, he send me, den he went home.
I love him. ; he's so sweeeeeeet.

Okay, gotta go.
Tomorrow go town with boyf. wheeeeeeeeeeeee.

Bye.

Reminiscing our love .

2009-08-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hello hello.
I'm here to update as usual.
Today i went to school as usual, i leave home around 7.07am.
I know i'm gonna be late, Argh.
I meet bilian gf to school, i'm not sure if we're late,
Lesson's as usual today, got pe also. fun yet tiring. hee.
Last period was filling in ite forms.
I choose hospitality,business studies,accounting,baking and pastry etc.
Ite college central and west.
After that i rush home, prepare all, den go school fetch him.
After that we slack awhile, den he sent me to bus stop,
den we saw this small boy vomiting, its like so disgusting,
den we both like, eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! , feel like wanto vomit also.
Haha. Okay, after that sms with him . (:

Okay, thats all.
Ilovehim. :D

Rainbow after all.

2009-08-05T22:36:00.003+08:00

Hello.
This few days getting more and more tired and restless.
Btw, we're perfectly fine now (:
Yesterday he gave me a note, heart-shaped , i was really happy. wheee.
Today i gave him his favourite duckling note, heeheeh.
Today almost late for school, we both wake up late cos yesterday night chat till late night.
Today i end school at 5pm, got maths, he stay back for english,
so, he wait for me, den we go slack at our usual place.
after that he sent me to take bus ,
Have fun with him everytime, although honey moon month gone already,
but, maybe things can get better .
I've almost completed maths mock exam.
Today got chem test, haiyoo.
Okay, maybe shall stop here.

Saturdayyyy. go bugissss , study , hangout .
Next saturday plan is sentosa . (:
We plan liao. heehee.

; Its a kind of true , previous time life was a struggle.
You always stand by me, taught me alot .
So , i will do my best for you.
iloveyou.

Reality hurts, truth lies.

2009-08-03T18:54:00.000+08:00

Hey. Its my old random picture taken this year.
I just wanna say, i'm not in the mood now.
Well, i went to school as usual today, but, didn't meet bilian gf.
Cos she's down with fever, stay at home to rest, thats the sad thing,
Without her voice and jokes, seems to be bored.
Anyway, container 1 is my permanent classroom.
Busy moving tables and chair, in and out, up and down around.
Well, lesson's as usual. After school i went kfc with him.
There the sad thing came.
Okay, well. i have nothing much to say,but,
I left with goodbye, i board my bus and i left.
I cried, my tears falls, im so afraid that people around will saw me cry,
i felt so embarrassed . :'(
I'm nonchalant . We are fighting now, cold wars.
Wheeeeeeeeeee. thats the thing, i came back home, changed my clothes.
Lied down on my bed and started crying, hardly.
Thats when i felt its totally gone. Well, its okay,
i guess, not the first time i felt this, thats my life indeed.
Anyway, can i have a request from my friends and passerbys?
I have this question for you, i hope you all could tell me your opinion.

} Would you allow your boyfriend/girlfriend to give his/her contact number
to a opposite sex who asked for it ? Why?

Please tag your opinion on my tagboard, i want to know.
Anyone will do, friends, passerbys all. thanks for the help.

I've no mood . Supposedly i've to help ms hema with the chemistry poster.
I've no mood to do anything, dragged on i guess. sorry for that.
FYI, the question i asked above, i've an answer.
; NO. Because love is a commitment, i know its all right to make more friends,
but , everything starts from friends, love is not 1=1 , not giving in then sure
makes a couple last long,it takes alot of hardwork too. If i really came across this situation, i would say no. (:

AND.
Today, my heart was taken by you, broken by you and now, in pieces becos of you. thanks for the hurt. :DDDDD

BYE.

I'm gonna be with you.

2009-08-02T16:07:00.007+08:00

Hello hello.
Good afternoon all. (:
Since he update his blog already, so , i shall update now. :)
Yesterday was fun, today was bored.
Anyway, i woke up at 12plus today >.< .
Boyf text me at 10plus i supposed, i saw his text, but, i didn't reply,
I was too tired and continued my sleep.
Den he texted me again, ask me to sleep first luh, so, i replied and slept.
Finally wake up at 12plus, text him :D
I was totally bored today, just watch tv, eat , use the computer all.
I'm gonna do my homework soon i guess. teehee.
I'm so happy to have Muhd Zulfadly in my life. :B
HAHAAHAHAHA.
Tomorrow gonna go to school with him and leave school with him .:)
&& imisshimbadly. zczczczczcczczc. :P

"If I had to say goodbye, I'd utter hello.
If I had to let you go, I'd hold you close.
If I had to forget you, I'd reminisce with solace.
And lastly, if I were to die, I'd live again and search for you."

Tag's replies :
TFB-Ssy : Hello hello :)
Yuhang : LOL. haha. :D

How could I doubt, what was meant to be

2009-08-01T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hello hello.
I'm here to blog, something's wrong with blogger again, well, nevermind, i just continue blogging than . (:
Today supposedly meeting him at 11am.
I planned to wake up at 9.30am as i already set my alarm .
However, i was too tired and i woke up at 10.26am by his call.
We met at 12 instead. so, i prepare all.
After that met him at interchange, we went to the library.
Did my homework, then bused to my house area, went 7eleven , buy food
& cookies. heeheeh. after that we slack at usual place.
At about 5plus, he sent me home den he went back home.
I take a hard time to transfer files to the pc.
Only uploaded 1picture as the upload photo icon gone case already.
Alright, thats all for today & i'm exhausted.
Bye kids.

Head over heels.

2009-07-31T18:24:00.001+08:00

Hellohello.
Today went to school as usual, meet him.
After that i wait for bilian at bus stop, he go first.
Did biometric, after that went to class.
Got maths friday assignment to do.
Our class air-con is now under repair (: Teehee. goodnews? ><
We're shifted to container room 1. Have my geog and maths lesson there.
Today is quite tiring, after school i wait for him at school.
Then he sent me to take bus at woodland center, he go mosque.
After i reach home i rest for awhile, den after his prayers,
he text me,i go bathe all. Meet him at my block , as usual.
At 5plus, he send me home, den i just eat and use the com.
Gonna do my homework later ,tomorrow going to library.
Okay. goodbye kids.

; Love is not something that can be explained,
Its something that takes work and emotions from every part of your body.
You'll fight, you'll cry, you'll laugh and you'll lie,
Finding that right person will be your test in life,
from it, you'll grow,change and open yourself,
you can do whatever it is you want ,
because you did the hardest thing yet you trusted with your whole heart.
You allowed someone to come into your life,
you didn't back down, you fell in love.(:

Zullie hubby : Hello! Heees. told you what i wanto change new skin, didn't i ? hmmm, no lah, not sweet, salty lah. teeheeh.
Thank you for reading and tagging. (: ILOVEYOU.
you're most welcomed. :D

2009-07-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

Hello hello. (:
I'm here to blog.
Hmmm, today school as usual, i went alone w/o him.
Didn't meet him, he got oral practice.
Meet bilian gf at bus stop, after that , went to school.
Lesson's as usual, today is like exhausted.
Got pe, played rugby again. Grouped with jokers. haha.
After school, went home, prepare and went to fetch him.
After that we went to mac for dinner.
I sent him home, at around 7.45pm, i went home after that.
So so exhausted.

Okay, bye kids.

Change of blogskin done. (:

2009-07-29T22:09:00.003+08:00

Hello hello . {!}
I'm here to update my blog, i privated my blog earlier on as i'm changing the skin.
Well, lets talk about today.
I went to school with him today , as well as bilian gf.
Basically we take temperature and went down to the canteen for oral practice,
However, it don't consider as a practice for me ? =.=
Its like, we only read news paper and we went down late.
Take national anthem and pledge in the canteen.
After that went up to class, Mother tongue.
I almost forgot my teacher is on leave, a relieve teacher came.
Don't mind me , i fallen alseep. cause' he kept saying , "Next time got time i tell you more..''.
He repeated this phrase for more than 5 times , even though i'm sleeping,
I could hear it. Hopefully, its going to be interesting as he said,
he'll be teaching us magic and reading palm? haha. i'm waiting. :D
Lesson's as usual, well, i'm not very happy today, sighs.
I got my 'N' level mother tongue oral today, i hesitate alot!
Its like, i'm too nervous, but, usually im okay, during 'O' level mother tongue,
I'm not as nervous as today.
Nevermind, what is done, cannot be undone, so, bless me.
After oral, went to class, at 5n2, didn't do any mock exam today.
I took the worksheet home, after school, i met him at level2 .
We take bus to causeway point, went to PD,
Bought cakes. teehee:D , After that he sent me to my house here,
We slack as usual, eat cakes, wheee. Have fun eating cakes with him always :P
After that at 6plus, he sent me back home,
Anyway, saturday i want him to teach me maths & physics.
Hopefully he can teach me and i can understand it. (:

Okay, its time to go.
Goodnight everybody.
Bye kids.

Tag's replies :
Charmian : Yeap, i updated already, previously my internet connection
not working well, sorry for that, hee, see ya around :D
Kray : Hmmm, we not sweet at all lo. :B , heeeheeeh.
Kenny : LOL ? :P
H/BL: Thank you :}
Zullie : Baby! Happy belated 1st monthsary :) , iloveyoutoo hubbyyy.♥
Shuting : Yeap, thanks .
Atikah : Hey, thanks , you too last long . :]

Forgive and forget ?

2009-07-28T22:03:00.000+08:00

Hello.(:
Sorry not reply tags today, gotto do my homework,
Just spare myself some time to update my blog.
Today went to school myself,
After that i saw him walking to school.
I was angry with him because of this issue,
But , he apologized to me, everything is okay.
He gave me my second suprise today.
So sweet cans, i didn't imagine that he would do that for me.
Got many of our pictures. weeet.
After school, i wait for him awhile, den we bus to cwp.
We argue ley, but okay already.
Teehee :D
After that he go buy thing, den sent me home.
we go 7eleven , buy food, den slack , eat.
7plus he leave, den he sent me to my home.
I'm doing my homework, maths! okay. bye.

Keep my hand held high.

2009-07-27T20:45:00.000+08:00

If only you speaks ...

Hello hello.
Today is a , sort of unlucky day but, still , he made my day :}
This morning, i wake up as usual , Maybe i was abit late this morning,
As i'm really tired. :0 , I meet him at usual place today,
I went to buy milk den we walk to school, meet bilian gf , schooled together.
We are quite early this morning as usually when we walks to school,
Its just a quiet path, today full of silians. haha.
Everything as usual today, Gotto do my homework later on.
Have to buck up with my studies,
This morning teacher tell us about Ite , well,
We will have to make choices, Well ,i'm interested in Hospitality. (:
Higher nitec.
But, sure cannot want, i want to go sec5! .
Cos cos, he say if i go sec5 next year, he send me to school daily.HAHA.
:DD funny right him. hee.
In school suay man today, haha, You girls know. hee.
Okay, after school, got to stay back for mock exam , chem.
So, after that i wait for him, den we went to cwp together,
He treat me pizza @ Pastamania .(: Thankyou! haha.
Whee.
After that he send me to take bus, cos late already.
So , i went home, its a kind of cold as its a rainy day,
he like sick already, bought panadol tablets and he ate already.
Hopefully he recover, i don't want him to sick ):
Okay, getting cold, have to do my stuff and finish my hw.
Alright, thats all today.
Bye kids.

; i reply tags soon (:

Happy 1st Monthsary boyfriend . (:

2009-07-26T15:20:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY! (:

Hello hello.
Today is our 1st monthsary, yes we're very happy together . :P
Yesterday, we celebrated our monthsary at town (:
First.
He fetch me at my house , after that we went to causeway point .
We took train and went to Marina Square .
We went to eat KFC, Then he wanted a drink so he bought Mango smoothie
at Mac cafe , after that we actually planned to go to Esplanade ,
Unfortunately , the road was blocked due to NDP ,
So, After walking a big round , we still didn't manage to get there.
We are exhausted, the sun was really big.
We headed back to woodlands, after that he bought wrist bands.
Then we train to Clarke Quay , We just hang around there,
Camwhore abit, sit down and saw the singapore flag on the sky.
We left CQ at around 8pm, we then headed to the last venue of the day,
Orchard, We went to Isetan Mac cafe , We celebrated there.
However, He bought this drink , Ice Passion Tea that caused him with
much regets , as its really bitter. So, smart enough, he get packets of
sugar and stir with it. We also bought cakes, He bought Darn Good brownie,
Mine is Oreo Cheesecake. Too full to even finish up Oreo cheesecake.
At about 9plus, we left Orchard and headed to woodlands.
The train is so squeezy, we couldn't get any seats , but,
I lie down on his shoulder even when we're standing.Hee.
We took bus 169 from interchange to my house.
After that i went to change and put down my things.
I wanted to shower but, he would get tired of waiting.
So, i just changed and leave , We hang out at my block.
We talked , we play , we joke .
Just alot of fun, I was tired and wanto sleep. hee.
At 1plus, he left , he sent me back home den he went home.
I went home, remove my make up, shower all.
Text with him and then i went to sleep.
I was too tired to continue texting >.< .
When i wake up today, i saw his text. Wheee :D
At about 12plus , i think he call me around that time,
I was still sleeping . haha.

;
It had been 1month, time is passing kinda fast i think.
In this 1month, yes we argue, we quarell , we are unhappy some times.
However, There's more happy times rather than unhappy ones.(:
I don't know how long we could last,
I never put very high hopes on everything.
But, i will do my best and try to be a good girlfriend for you.
Although i know i couldn't, but, i will try alright.
Just like you do, always understanding me, tolerate me.
I thank you for everything you have done,
I appreciate your presence here with me.
And i really like the present you gave me, thank you so much.
I know actions speaks louder than words, i will try my best.
Next month, We'll go to town again.
We'll get more and more happier, right?
I love you with all my heart and soul.
Everything should go on quite smoothly by now. i supposed.
Studies! yes, remember our saturday to library plan?
Yes, it continues alright (:
Iloveyou, everywords comes from my heart.
Sincerely very pleased to have you with me.
Thank you so much my love :D

bye.

Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes.

2009-07-25T00:02:00.004+08:00

Hellohello.
Today is a normal school day, i meet him this morning, surprisingly because, its raining.
He fetch me at bus stop, Sit down at our usual place,
Den he ate the sandwhich i made, hahaha.
After that , i went to buy milk, after that go to school together.
Today ss lesson, we combine with Mr lau's class, cos ms pearlyn absent.
I didn't do ss, i did my maths, and i started on ratio want, however,
teacher say the topics infront can do ourself,in case no time to cover all topics. =.=
HAHA. after that i ask ms lin to take for me his bottle from container,
cos he forget to bring back since 'o' LC, so, i wash for him and refill it with water (:
Recess with him as well, after that maths,
fun after all. haha.
Alot of homework to do.
Take bus at wdl centre there, walk with him and faiz.
Have fun? :D ,
After school went home, sleep, at 2.40pm i wake up, call him,
he coming already so i went to prepare.
Meet him at my block, after that we go shell.
Den hang out at playground, den went back to my block,
Childrens playing block catching, alamak.

Okay, tomorrow is gonna be fun, i suppose..
Talk quite alot with him today, about my past and all. teehee.
Okay,
He say tomorrow must take tons of pictures, Yes sir! :B
He's gonna wear the Espirt shirt i bought for him tomorrow,
Wheeeeeee.

Bye kids.

: Love is great , when you find someone to give it to .
; Love is that condition which the happiness another person,
is essential to your own .
; No one is ever betrayed by true love .
Love is patient , Love is kind, Love has no boundaries as well.
Love takes some courages, Love takes time .
For me and you, will be a lifetime .

Just in case theres no tomorrow , Iloveyoutoday. (:

2009-07-23T21:28:00.006+08:00

Hello hello .
I don't know what's wrong with blogger as the posting thingy seems weird? >.<
Anyway , I'm here to blog!
Today, went to school as usual , i didn't meet him cos he got oral prac.
So, i sleep until 6am , butbut, he disturb me lah. HEEHEEH.
I sleep2, he text me , alamak.
School as usual .
Pe was fun, superb!
We played Rugby today, i group with Audrey,Bilian,Zhiyong,Kl and Nicholas.
KL made us laugh like hell, Zhiyong too.
Last part we have to snatch each others tag on our pants.
Stupid, mine gone case, i snatch 2back, both zhiyong's.
Basically i was the 3rd left with tags. heeheeh.
I shout too much, throat pain already. roar.
Today got Social Studies Mock Exam ,
I swear i totally forget about it, so, i'm prepared to get single digit. ):
Ps , Talk about 'N' level passing criteria.
Sighs. I want to go sec 5, who don't want to. but, its hard for me.
After school i went back home ,
wait, before that, today i cry in school, i mean , heartbreak?!
I don't know whats wrong, moodswing lah. sorrybaby .
After school, i went back home , bathe all, went to fetch him.
After that we bought the Little miss keychain, haha.
We got fat fat wants ,so heavy. heee.
I took the plain yellow smiley, his is the purple ms smiley.
I was playing with it in the bus, he laugh at me >.< .

Anyway, i went to see our 2007 Syf video at youtube.
"Heart beats of jungle" . This year "Struggling with truimph" .
I really miss all my seniors, those times we spent,
and of cos 09, i miss those times spent with dancers,
All my dudes and babes!
I think that, we really did our best, so, *a loud applause peeps* .
Hopefully, we can have our bbq asap, after prelims.
So, see you guys soonnnnnn. :D LOVELOVELOVEMISSMISSMISS. :P

Tomorrow is friday, meet him.
Saturday, meet him , go town , celebrations .
Sunday, special day, meet him .(:

Okay, i shall stop here.
Bye kids. (:

We belong together .

2009-07-22T21:30:00.004+08:00

Hey.
Sorry for not posting the past few days,
I've this issue with my internet connection.
Anyway, yesterday went to woodland point with him,
Go do homework actually,end up, he busying with sending pictures.
Today school as usual,
I've got my 'O' level listening comprehension .
Its really tricky at certain parts, heeheeh.
After LC, we are all discussing about the answers. (:
Went home, bathe and prepare to fetch him.
I buy for him Mango Ice blend ;
I was silly enough to use my phone to try out and finally ,
I found the 'O' level malay LC channel. phew.
I reach at about the right time, luckily . :D
After that we slack at our usual place, den i sent him home . :]

He prepared suprise for me.
Thats really so sweet of him :}

TRUCKLOADS OF LOVE.

Thats the way baby.

2009-07-19T21:12:00.003+08:00

Hello hello.
Bloging as usual ayeah (:
Today is quite terrible for me?
I got dream . Maybe a bad dream but, it wasn't a night mare.
I woke up crying. its pretty weird for me .
I dreamt that i've another boy siah!
Hmmmpft. But, in reality NO kay .
I got a tiff with him this afternoon, hmmm, i woke up at different timing.
Text with him, i didn't leave my bed till around 2pm .
I mean we never quarell la, maybe small argue, i angry with him , i cry.
Stress ley, But, after that okay already, he came to meet me.
As we said yesterday, so, he wait for me outside my house there.
We go shell forawhile , afterthat slack at my block.
Have fun, he always make me smile.
Okay, i gotta finish up my homework .
Iron my clothes, bathe. (:

& of course sms with him. :D
ILOVEYOUUU.

Love is something eternal, The aspect may change, But not the essence.
Love is the emblem of eternity:
it confounds all notion of time:
effaces all memory of a beginning, all fear of an end.
Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you.
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love make impossible , possible. :D
Dummie says : Love goes my way, so , it does. thanks dude. :B

I MISS YOU.

2009-07-18T22:45:00.002+08:00

Hello hello.
Today is a tiring day!
I woke up at 9plus, after that shower and prepare to meet him,
He wait for me at interchange, after that we go library .
Did my math homework, after that go buy mac, i growk2 already.
So, we just slack at my house area.
Around 4plus, he gotto go already ,
Suddenly sweetheart called me, so, she meet me at bus stop.
We talked alot, after that slack at Buzz @ 883.
Till night, 9plus, got this cute cute small boy. super cute!
I think he call Shah, ROAR. so cute, they are fighting for money to play game.
Den his brother take away the coin and play, he shout like hell and cry.
I pass him all the coins i have and let him play.
I sayang him! heeheeh. I think his brother in law is a tatoo freak, full of tatoo.
HAHA. after that went back home.
Boyf text me :) HEEHEEH.

; 25th we'll go to town again ,
He so secretive ah, alamak. :X
Okay, bye.

You coloured my world.

2009-07-17T20:59:00.004+08:00

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-170709-Hello hello.
Notice the pic above, we wearing the same as we wear that day,totally same (:
Today went to school as per-normal.
Lesson's as per-normal,
Everything as usual.
I'm not late today, i suppose. xD
Exchange our bags today, haha.
I fake2 angry with him, hahaha, so funny ayeah.
Maths lesson was fun today, crack jokes and stuffs.
However, still some didn't mind their own business. sigh.
Okay, after school, we wait for me, i go find him at cabin.
Den go out together, i go home,
after that bathe all, i wait him under his block.
Den we go library return book, go eat kfc.
After that slack as usual, till 7plus, saw tiongda , grrr.
He sent me home luh, today so happy.
Tomorrow going library to do homework lor.
Hopefully sunday can meet.

9more days . (:

To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best.

2009-07-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

Hello .
Today went to school as usual, i was late for school.
Lesson's as usual . Today is super bored.
During geog there's so many laughters and jokes around.
Rais and khairul seems playing a skit and we were laughing our ass out.
Joke around. haha.
He got headache ley ): alamak.
Pity him lah. get well soon.
And my Ahyeen girlfriend , get well soon . i miss you!

Okay, after school i went home, prepare all,
fetch him, den send him home lor (:
First time , haha, always he send me, now i try to send him once.
heee.
Okay . bye kids.

; I know its not very strong , but, together we'll make it, like what you said.
5years . hahahahaha.

Sun shuts down.

2009-07-15T20:59:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Today went to school as usual.
Its raining, i walk in the rain to meet him.
I was drenched , partially only i mean.
Luckily got tissue paper, wipe for me.haha.
Sit down till the rain goes lighter , after that walk to school.
Lessons as usual.
Almost complete my art, have to touch up.
Well, i'm getting tired.
After school went causeway point together,
after that go buy things to eat, curry puff, he buy waffle.
Funny sia, at first say, i want cheese, den change, ah blueberry ah,
den change, chocolate chocolate, den at last see ppl infront buy cheese want.
He get influenced. so, he bought cheese one, cute right? haha.
Hmmm, home at 6plus.
Moodless today ley.

; I expect what you didn't thought of.
Sorry love.
Thanks for understanding me, you're great.
11more days . (:

You got it bad .

2009-07-14T19:39:00.003+08:00

Hello.
School as usual today, he's absent today. ):
Today quite a boring day.
Doing frame work for art , mind map for geog.
Worksheet for math, notebook for physics.
Mock exam paper for english.
After school, went back home ,
very tired and then went to sleep till 7plus .
Growk growk already ~ .

YOU, recover soon please . :D
I LOVE YOU!

bye.

Can i have a piece of heaven ? please .

2009-07-13T22:05:00.002+08:00

MOODLESS.
I don't know whats going on .
What's on my mind now ?
So many question marks ,
I'm sad.
What can i say, when words can't make it better ?
Damn .
Sorry love .

If you mean it, i'll believe it .

2009-07-12T22:28:00.003+08:00

Hello ;
Currently feeling tired.
Did my homework today at home .
Meet him at 4pm , went to walk walk at causeway point .
He help his adek buy her stuff, after that we went pd , bought 2piece of chocolate cake.
After that 7eleven buy drinks, den went b1 , bought chicken pie and donno what apple thing.
Headed back to my area, spent time together, huahua,
Did camwhore, but, didn't transfer file to pc. :D
Okay, tomorrow start schooling again.
Hopefully won't fall asleep in class. especially Mother tongue lesson.4periods.

k byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

TOWN TOWN TOWN.VOOOM.

2009-07-11T11:59:00.001+08:00

Aloha!
Went town with boyf today.
Pictures above are just randomly picked, got more actually. >.<
Meet at interchange, trained to bugis,
Bought the watch above , went to do badge.
After that went to eat at mac, camwhored,
Went to Vivo City , went to pet shop , see the hamsters,rabbits and poodle!
So cute siah, but den sleeping -.- , alamak.
Went to camwhore again, after that he sent me home.
Slacked, after that 10plus he left ,
went over to meet my sis , homed at 11.

Edit pics, roar. im tired.
Tomorrow maybe meet him and adek , omg.
bye.

Thank you for being here with me.

2009-07-10T22:34:00.003+08:00

Email my heart
and say your love will never die.Hello hello hello {!}
School as usual .
Long time never take bus 903,
today seems like sotong .
School as per-normal.
Sad to say one of my classmate accidentally roll down the stairs,
currently hospitalized , recover soon!
Got 'N' level oral today. roar.
Actually going to movie tonight with my aunt,
Last min i never go, met him.
Homed at 9.
Okay bye.

Wheeeeee.
TOMORROW GOING TOWN.

Sick of getting flu .

2009-07-09T21:22:00.002+08:00

You're the key to my heart .

Hello peeeps.
Today went to school as usual,
No more fever , wheeeee. But, still having flu, throat pain. ):
Lesson's as usual , Mother tongue lesson i sleep again >.< .
Tomorrow english oral, dead. Anw, my prelim el oral i got 30/40. haiyoo. ):
After school went home , den went out.
Go eat mac, after went home .

Okay. bye.
I get stressed up with the paper cranes,
NO LINK . :D

Sick sick sick.

2009-07-08T21:54:00.002+08:00

MISERABLE
Get well soon please.
Hello .
Basically , this morning i've fever, 38.1degree.
Still want to attend school because, today got maths mock exam.
Before i reach school, i took temperature , 37.3degree.
When i reach school, degree went up and down,
37.6 , 37.7 , 37.8,37.4 .
Suffering from flu , throat seems like infection.):
Currently my temp is 37.3. hopefully i recover soon.
After school , bused to cwp , went to eat.
After that he send me home .

Feeling so miserable .
To myself : Get Well Soon . Friday got English oral.

Okaybye.

The only things in life you regret, Are the risks that you didnt take.

2009-07-07T18:09:00.002+08:00

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more,
I will still have you.

DOWN-HEARTED
Quiets down about us from now .

Schooled as usual .
Have my 'O' level mother tongue oral today.
Suffering from flu, having issues with my throat, bleeds,headaches.
After school, homed alone.
Thats all.
Moodless day.
BYE.

Things will get better .

2009-07-06T22:59:00.003+08:00

Hey,
Basically today i met boyf.
Actually planned to go park today, however,yesterday wasn't a good day for us.
So, he just came to my area to find me,
We sit at our usual place, weather is kinda cold.
At around 4, we went to shop , i bought HL milk and chocolate.
We enjoy our tea break, wheee.
We slack at the rc seats, after that went void deck where we go yesterday.
Camwhored, after that at 6pm, he sent me back home.
Sigh, i miss him..

Okay, i'll re-upload the pics we took today.
I'm gonna phone him already. bye kids.

Us against the world.

2009-07-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

Hello , its 12.50am right now.
Just feel like blogging and i don't know why.
Basically i meet boyf today, at marsiling area.
Followed him to go for haircut , at around 3.30pm.
Its drizzling , wait till it rains .
4plus, his hair is finally done, yes we're hungry, stomach growk growk already.
We walked to marsiling mrt station, bused to causeway point.
Went to eat long john, after that went library to return books.
Till then , he sent me home, sit down at voiddeck for awhile,
After that he sent me home.
Sad thing is, because he sent me home, its raining,
when he reach home , he's totally drenched )':
He's feeling sick, recover soon yeah .
Tomorrow gonna meet him, hopefully uh.

'I don't have to tell how much i've cried since the first day ,
You've to know what's the reason for all this.
I'm trying my very best, to get myself back on track.
Hopefully one day you can give me my perfect answer .
& thanks for all your tolerance towards me .
I've failed to be your good girlf . '

Pictures hanging on wall.

2009-07-04T21:18:00.003+08:00

Hello.
I take a hard time uploading pictures.
I couldn't upload, so, i uploaded at fs and paste the code here .ROAR.
Today wake up at 8plus , super tired .
Went to shower , prepare all.
Meet boyf at interchange, we went mac for breakfirst.
I ate hot cakes, give 1 piece to him before that, cos standard i only eat 2piece.
HAHA. After mac we went library, too late already, there's no tables.
So, we sit on the floor at level3 , did my math homework.
Today he cute lah, bring english dictionary.
Cam whore abit, after that do work, not complete yet.
After that 1plus, leave library, went causeway, bought bubble tea.
Bused to my house, hang out at void decks.
Cam whore , went 7eleven buy food, drinks, eat, play.
thats all. He sent me home at 6plus, so tired today.
Just now he go sleep, pig lor! :D

Okay, tomorrow maybe meet , mon gonna meet .
Okay bye.

I am a heart of emotion And there is blood in my body.

2009-07-03T21:25:00.012+08:00

50 over pictures.

Hello hello.
Sorry for there overloaded pictures.
Today is a normal school day , meet boyf at block 33 as usual.
Morning wasn't feeling well, feel like want to vomit! ><.
After meet him, we went to our usual place to sit, after that buy drinks,
Den i wait for bilian gf at bus stop, asked him to go first.
Lesson's as usual, first 4periods geog. killing man.
I sleep for 1hour . Recess time didn't eat, went to sit at boyf usual place,
Chat awhile, after recess went back class to take temperature again.
After recess was maths, yes feeling tired, yes feel stress ,
Cannot cope well, but, nevermind, tomorrow someone become my tuitor lor . XD.
After school went back home, 2plus shower, prepare to meet boyf.
Met him at interchange, went to eat at banquet , after that he sent me home.
We slack at voiddeck, camwhore alot. I SWEAR ALOT.
After that at 6plus i think, i sent him to bus stop,
after that i went back home .

Tomorrow is gonna be a long day,
Study with him.
Hopefully have table uh , g0nna do my weekend assignments.
Tomorrow he say want to cam whore again. wheeee.
Just waiting for 110709 & 260709. :D

Okay, i'm finally done here, bye .

Forgotten .

2009-07-02T18:33:00.003+08:00

Random :

Hello peoples.
Its an old picture by the way, no meaning yeah.
Today i went out slightly later than this few days,
} He say he's gonna be early today, for sure want !
So i just listen only lor, end up i wait for him again . :B.
As usual luh, we meet , den we sit down at void deck, till times gonna up,
We go buy drinks , den we walk to school together,
As usual, hair get caught again, have to clip up our fringe ,
Boyf holding on to my phone sey, panic already.
So, when im leaving class to chem , he pass me my phone uh . x)
Lesson's as usual, Chem lesson , 3periods, swear im tired.
Draw2 on my hand , take picture of it , haha.
Never upload ley, cos lazy to transfer file :X
After school, went back home alone.
Thats all today, nothing special.

Saturday going to the library with my one&only.
Next saturday going to town with my one&only.
Want to meet up with my Baobei soon. lots of misses.
Miss Joleen sweetie pretty much.
Want to visit at hospital SOON.

Okay , nothing much, bye .

How could I doubt, what was meant to be

2009-07-01T19:00:00.002+08:00

And we know it's never simple, never easy.

Hey, today is a normal school day.
I woke up around 5.30am today, was calling pig to wake up!
After finally we met around 6.51am? We walk to school, sit down at void deck,
Went to shop to buy drinks and than go to school.
Meet Bilian GF at bus stop, went to school together . (:
Lesson's as usual, sleepy , tired , bored .
Got English oral , prelim already. sighs.
End at 5plus, He sent me home ,
So on , not happy today. no reasons perhaps.
11July, 26July . I waiting .

Okay, thats all i guess.
Bye kids.

2009-06-30T21:05:00.002+08:00

I love my girls . (: Hello peoples.
Lesson's today as usual, a tiring day perhaps,
This morning meet boyf at woodland centre, he late ah . :X
We walk to school, slack slack, den i meet bilian GF at bus stop, school together,
Nothing special , just that today recess at 11am , tomorrow is gonna end school at 5pm!
ARGH. today already very tired liao . Got english mock exam,
faster do and sleep. phew.
After school, went home , bathe and all.
Taking my own sweet time, 5plus already, boyf text me saying meet at cwp .
I was already late, sorry to keep you waiting.
Hmmm, went to walk walk, eat KFC .
Not happy sia, i lose, just that we're trying to figure out this guy working there.
i say from marsiling sec, he say siling lah, end up he win, than give action look :0
After that he sent me home, we slack at playground, den after that i walk him to busstop.
Off home after that.
Tired yes of course.

; Did you ever really love someone before?
If yes, i don't get why bloody hell you can't put yourself in this situation.

I'm gonna smile cos i deserve to.

2009-06-29T22:03:00.002+08:00

If only you feel what i feel now ..

Today school reopened , as i predicted . hahaha.
But, its okay, i'm trying to get use to it.
With my best girlfriends and boyf , i can make it.
I know you know how i feel, thats the way, i love you all!
Lesson's as per normal , wednesday's gonna be dead, 6periods of maths.
Nevermind, buckup2.
After school its slightly a drizzle, went cwp with boyf.
We went to print photo's, buy the taggy for bagpack, hp strip,
and a alphabet chain to hang on our phone.
We went to Macdonald to eat, took 2pics , but, didn't upload,
Lazy to transfer file to pc.
Basically, things didn't went too well due to .... ,
But, he teach me how to stay strong and not easily affected by the others.
I really thought that we should, but, you told me we can do it. so, lets go.
& GF taught me alot,
Bilian and Audrey, sincerely thank you guys for being here with me.
No matter what happen, ABC will never apart again.
Truly love you two, words can never explain the love,
Action speaks louder than words, you're my love. (:

Bye.

Having fun in the middle of the night!

2009-06-28T18:41:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps.
*yawn* , i think i'm feeling tired, i woke up at 1.30pm this afternoon.
Boyf woke up later because he sleep only at 11am.
Basically , i meet him this morning at 3.33am, after he work,
he came over to my place here, fetch me at the lift.
So, we just went to slack at the playground .
Its like, FUN! first time sey, meet someone in the middle of the night.
I sleep at 12plus, till 2plus, he called me saying he's on the way already. (:
After we meet, we started chit chatting, he want to cam whore, so we keep
taking photo together , he so cute ley.
He cut his nail, in the middle of the night, i just watch lo, after that,
touch up for him, hahaha. make his nail look balance. :D
After that at 5plus, we went shell to buy drinks and cup noodle.
*Growk growk* , Its pretty funny la, we eat at the playground,
Just continued chit chatting , sending pics and stuff.
Till 7plus, i sent him to bus stop , den i go home.
Went home and sleep , although im not feeling tired,
However, after i sleep i feel tired already, wake up only at 1plus. :X
Actually today we going to watch movie @ town.
However , family day, so its okay (:
I just stay at home, do new blog . thats all.
Seen boyf blog, so sweet ley. :D
LOVELOVELOVEHIM.
Okay, tomorrow school reopen already,
this morning he say to me, wonder how tomorrow will be,
its like very different cos its between friend and couple. :}

Alright, i'm waiting for him to go back home so i can sent him the pictures.
Call him to chat, mean while i should go iron my clothes and pack my bag already.

Okay , bye kids.

A place like our home , a person like my life .

2009-06-27T20:50:00.003+08:00

Xbangyour-head.bs ♥

Hello peeps.
Here to update my blog again .
Today i woke up around 11plus, boyf text me , disturb me! :X , no lah. of course not (:
So , i woke up and then reply his text .
We actually plan to meet at 2pm, but, so and so, change to 2.30pm ,
But, he's late as usual, always late but worth the wait, know (:
So, he reach around 3pm, we went over to take bus .
Bused to sembawang, took the free ride to SSC.
We went to eat at the second floor food court ,
I ate chicken rice , from the malay stall , Sedap Nasi Ayam .
hahaha. Den we go buy drinks , we cam whored before eating . xD
After that went shopping at daiso , i bought new pencil case, the old one dirty already.
Bought myself nail polish as well.
After buying , we trained back woodlands, talk crap on train.
Went causeway point, he bought something. (he says that im jealous of it :X)
Myself : ( no i'm not ! heeeheeh. )
After shopping, he sent me home, we slack at staircase, trying the thing he bought.
before that i went shop, bought Kit Kat and Fnn Cherie .
I gave him 3kit kat, to eat after his work xD
At 6.40pm, sent him off to bus stop, i went home after that .
Boyf started to text me, so text text back :D
Sweeeeeet him. Talking about him now, he text me already.
Work also text, baddie . :X , imisshimalready . ):
Tomorrow is boring, actually we planned outing,
gonna go orchard for movie, but, last min cannot .
So, its okay. just wait uh , there's more chances in future.
So yeah, i shall do a quiz since i'm so boring .
Followers do join me for the quiz yeah . (:

Quiz .
1) What is the subject u hate the most?

; Chemistry . (to be honest:X)

-2) What happened at 10a.m today?

; I'm sleeping soundly in my lovely bed :D .

-3) When did u last cry?

; Yesterday or the day before .

-4) What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?

; I don't like peanut butter !
-5) What do you want in your life now?

; Family , Friend , Boyfriend .

-6) Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up with a hood?

; Depending on the rain, heavy rain of course its better to carry an umbrella
instead of a hood knowing that i can still get wet .

-7) Who do you hate?

; Those people who backstab , betrayer , HND'S .

-8) What is your favourite thing to put on your bed?

; Soft toy ? .

-9) What bottom are you wearing now?

; Black FBT shorts .

-10) What is the nicest text in your inbox and by who?

; That day when he text me to sound me , my boyfriend of course!

-11) Do you wish to make your relationship complicated?

; Obviously not .

-12) Are you wearing anything that you borrowed from someone?

; No .

-13) What is the last movie you caught?

; Forgotten .

-14) Wat is the oldest message in your inbox n by who?

; Boyfriend . } i don't like what he said ):
-15) What are you proud of?

; Having 2 best friend who always light up my life .
Of course not forgetting my boyfriend and family.

-16) What was the last song you sang out loud?

; Truly madly deeply .

-17) Do you have a nickname?

; Yes , alot .

-18) What does your last received message say?

; imissyou ( in chinese )

-19) What time did you go to school yesterday?

; Holiday .

-20) Are you currently happy?

; Yes, yet missing boyf badly .
-21) Who gives you best advice?

; Bestfriend ?

-22) Do u eat whipped cream right out of a can?

; Yes , just to try out if its suitable for the cake bilian gf and i did .

-23) Who did you last talk on the phone with?
; Boyf .
24) Is anything bugging you now?
; Nope .
25) Who/What was the last person who made you laugh?
; Boyf .

-26) Do u wear Toe Shoes?
; Nope .

27) Who was the last person you miss called from?
; My sis .
-28) Have you ever had your heartbroken?
; YES . of course .
29) Who annoys you the most?
; I don't know.
-30) Do you have a crush on anyone now?
; I love my boyf , its not just a crush . (:

-31) Have you ever done cocaine?

; Nope.

-32) What's the colour of your room?

; White .

-33) Would you kill someone for a billion dollars?

; No .

-34) Do u believe in saying talk is cheap?

; I don't get your question .

-35) Who was the last person to lie on your bed?

; My sis perhaps .

-36) Who was the last person who hugged you?

; Boyf.
-37) What do you wan to say to the person you have a crush on?

; I've a crush on someone previously, before im attached,
I want to tell him, "you can find better girls, i seriously sorry!" .

-38) Do you have a life?

; Of course .

-39) Have you ever thought that someone had die when he didn't?

; no.

-40) What the reason behind your blog song?

; To let boyf know, he's the tattoo in my heart .

-41) Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

; Forgot.

-42) When was the last time you smile?

; Hours ago .
-43) What are you listening to now?

; Song from Handphone , Rehab .

-44) Have you changed this year?

; Yes, people change of course .

-45) Are you talking to someone else while doing this?

; Yes , my mum.

-46) Do you walk with your eyes open or close?

; Open ofcourse .

-47) Is there a quote by your living?

; Learn from yesterday , Live for today , Hope for tomorrow .

-48) Do you want someone you don't have?

; Yes , but , i have it already .

-49) Have you ever played an instrument?

; Yes .

-50) What was the worst idea you thought of this week?

; Going hospital and knowing (K) .
-51) What were you doing last night at 11pm?

; Chatting on msn with boyf.
-52) Are you happy with your love life now?

; Yes . But, can be happier , right honey ?

-53) What song describes your love life?

; I'm yours .

-54) Does that person you love know you like him/her?

; Yes .

-55) Who always make u laugh?

; Bilian Gf , Audrey, Qiming , Boyf.

-56) Do you speak other languages?

; Yes .

-57) Are you blond?

; Idk .

-58) What is your middle name?

; Chew .

-59) What are you doing tmr?

; Meet boyf ? .

-60) What do you think you are ?

; Ordinary girl .

-61) Who do you choose to die with?

; Someone i hate the most .
-73) Who do you admire the most?

; MZBS .

-74) Which month were you born in?

; December

-75) How are you feeling now?

; Sick .

-76) What time is it now?

; 9.38pm .

-77) Where are you now?

;Home .

-78) What colour would you like to dye your hair?

; Golden brown .

-79)Why are you doing this?

; I'm bored .

-80) What do you do when you feel moody?

; Listen to music .

-81) At what age do you want to get married?

; 22 ?
-82) Who is more important?

; Family , friends , boyf . ( equally important to me )
83) Do you have enough confidence?

; No .

-84) Who is the person you trust the most?

; Trust no one because , trust take years to build up but ,
only seconds to shutter .
-85) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

; Yes .

-86) If you have a dream come true, what would it be?

; Become a President wife . LOL . joke .

-87) What are your goal for this year?

; Go up to sec 5 and poly with great future! (:

-88) Do you believe in internal life?

; yes .

-89) What do you love?

; People .

-90) Do you believe in global warming?

; Yes , obviously i do.

-91) What feeling do you hate the most?

; Unloved and Jealousy kills .

-92) Do you treasure every single friendship of your's?

; Yeeees , especially BILIAN & AUDREY. they're my life .

-93) Do you give up 2nd chances easily?

; Yes . sometimes .

-94) Who cares for you the most?

; Boyf ? :X
-95) What do you think is your most important thing in your life?

; Study , live life to the fullest .

-96) What would you bring when you fight?

; I don't fight (:

-97) What is the thing you regret?

; I don't know , alot .
-98) What will you feel when nobody cares about you?

; Unloved .

-99) What if your stead two-timed u?

; I will scold him till i cannot scold , and than two time back :X

-100) Do you still love your ex?

; No of course not .

Okay, finally done my quiz,
Bye kids .

My love for you is a journey;Starting at forever, And ending at never.

2009-06-26T23:11:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps!
I'm here to update my blog again, wonder if you're waiting, i guess not ): .
HAHA. Today is another tiring day.
I set my alarm to 5.15am last night, thought of meeting him,
But, end up he's too tired to do so, so, i went back to sleep.
Swear today is very tiring , especially in the morning.
Have to rush off . So, i just left home with my sleepy eyes.
Went down to wait for van to come , i'm feeling really tired.
Didn't talk much in van, because i don't even have the energy to do so.
After we reach, its at Jurong West. I swear the kids turn me on.
I saw this malay boy , he's wearing spider man top , omg.
So damn cute siah, his name is Irfan.
I was helping him all along. Wipe his hand, help him do, teach him, sayang him. (:
So and so, different batch of kids came sooner later .
They so adorable , some even do until their face are dirty, haha.
After the session we went causeway point to eat .
After eating , went home, use the computer , sms .
Shower and went out for another session again.
Went to woodlands , around block 500plus .
I saw this 2 boys , so adorable, 1malay , 1 chinese . so cute siah.
I was helping the small malay boy, look like chinese know,
he is the younger one, nursery, woah. so happy though im very tired (:
After the session around 5.40pm , i'm exhausted .
Boyf text me , than we just keep on texting uh.
School's gonna reopen soon, hopefully less problems lah.
Okay,

- Byebye to my single 4month 17days .
I love boyf ; MZBS .
260609;01.33pm .
' I don't need promises because, it end up empty someday.
I just want to be the one and only you love , sincerely, truly.
Thats all . (:
I really hope as time goes by, we will gain more . :D
Love you to the fullest . darling.

Okay , bye kids.

At night I pray That soon your face will fade away .

2009-06-25T23:30:00.004+08:00

Hello peeps.
I'm not in a good mood now, i'm sad now.sigh. nevermind.
Today i woke up at 7.30am , went to help the colouring .
Okay, im getting excited to tell.
I SAW THIS SMALL BOY, NURSERY. HE SUPER CUTE!
Its a malay boy, so cute! , With big eyes, innocent face. omg.
I swear siah, i spent alot time helping him up!><
I wear for him the apron , he so obedient, i think teachers address him as Ah-q.
omg!When i'm leaving , teacher carry him out, he so cute! Argh, cant forget his cute face.
After that , went to eat at 768, den went back home,
Quickly decided what to wear, showered , prepare to meet christina at causeway .
Went off to city hall, met QiMing Baobei and Dion glg. (:
Long time no see, hugged with my baobei!!! ROARROAR.
So, went to bugis, baobei want to buy pants, so just follow. :D
After that, wen ting honey came, we went to shop awhile,
Went Junction , ate Sushi , so much fun.
We eat the buffet , so, baobei keep ordering, food keep coming and coming,
table is full! , Suddenly they play true or dare, den baobei and honey do stupid things.
We laugh our ass out know. :D
After eating, just slack at bugis, shop shop, they buy things uh.
Before going home , went Famous Amos , bought cookies, share with christina.
Before board train, hugged baobei, lots of misses yeah.
Hopefully can see you again VERY SOON yeah.
Trained back, sleep on the train, i was really sleepy, den go cwp.
Slack, home at 10plus.

; Shagged .
What am i suppose to do.
Feel like crying, everyday i cry, everyday i heartache.
SO SICK MAN.
I tried alot ways just to forget you,
but, somehow rather , i couldn't.
(K), have been texting me, i've been finding excuses not to reply,
I feel so bad deep inside,
How am i gonna face him tomorrow in the hospital,
He wanna talk to me. ):
I don't want to cry anymore .
Admire and love is different.
I love him, but he doesn't feel the same perhabs.
I tried to let go, but, it seems so hard to.
Keeping it as a secret, but, i don't like to.
Shit myself yeah.
Sometimes, i feel so extra, i would go someday, if i could.

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

Btw, feel like changing blog link soon. :)
Bye.

Overloaded problems .

2009-06-24T22:07:00.003+08:00

And you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it.

Hey.
Today is a bad day . Unhappy unhappy unhappy.
Stress stress stress .
Have you ever felt like you are stuck in a triangle ?
Basically , not specifically going to tell where i go, who i meet today and stuffs.
I went to help the colouring thingy this morning at 9.30am , i woke at 7.30am.
Today's venue at Seng Kang. so, have to meet early.
After that went to Ang Mo Kio , den eat .
Finish eating, we went to Sembawang Shopping Centre.
Went shop , den go daiso, as they want to get apron for the kids.
Till than , reach home finally at 2.30pm. quickly bathe and rush.
*Skip skip* , 4.30pm , went to causeway point, trained to Yio Chu Kang.
Went hospital, took bus. As its raining, i can't be walking in the rain yeah.
Today stress leh. K talked to me, he asked me this question, i don't know how to reply.
Actually i feel the sincere , at many times, i feel like my heart is turning sour.
He saw me texting with him, he say, ah, msg2 only ah.
Den i like, haiyo. So much of sorry(s) ,
He wanted to send me home , but, i went home with my aunt already.
Btw, actually in my heart i pick another him,
But, seems so impossible for us , its like, i want to be the one and only.
Hais. Stress lah me.

; YOU , know i wanted you,
but, like as if don't know anything.
I know how i feel for you, but, i just wanna be the one and only.
Only if you could promise me this.
*Sighs* , I'm sorry for everything(K) .
I love him, more than anything. i bet.

Sometimes i feel like giving up .
If you love me , let me know, if not gently let me go.

Okay bye.

"I never knew how to worship until I knew how to love."

"I think youre supposed to get shot with an arrow or something,
but the rest of it isnt supposed to be so painful. "

''If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you,
it was meant to be. If they dont, their love was never yours to begin with...''

"True love doesnt have a happy ending: True love doesnt have an ending. "

Confused . Why me?!

2009-06-23T23:36:00.003+08:00

Things started changing , i don't know what to do .

Heyyy. people , its me again.
Today i'm feeling tired and moodless.
At first was okay, but , till then my mood turns bad.
I went to causeway point alone today ,around 4.
I wanted to go cck/town to buy something but, no one is going .
so, i just went causeway luh, alone.
Hmm, after that buy food to hospital .
Basically i reach there at 5plus.
When i leave home , its raining cat and dogs, i was caught in the rain! haha.
After that reach Yio chu kang, sweat already.
Waiting for bus to the hospital yeah.
I'm alone there, Khairul ask to go down when he's having break.
We sit down near the playground, talking .
After that went up, watch tv . sms.
After that at 9 , i leave the hospital, he finish work as well.
We took Mrt together , i didn't want him to sent me, so, he drop down at Yishun.
After that i went causeway , most of the shop are closed.
I broke my black hairband sia, donno is it sense anot.
Before i go out, i wonder if i should wear my white hairband, but,
i was lazy to change so just leave home, end up it breaks. alamak.
My hair was damn messy can. haha.

& I hate Lizards.
Swear its killing me!!! ):

; I don't know what to do.
I'm stuck in the middle of the road ley.
I wonder what's going on .
--------------------------------------------------
;

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything,
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Love is like playing the piano.
First you must learn to play by the rules,
then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.

When one door of happiness closes, another opens;
but often we look so long at the closed door
that we do not see the one which has opened for us.

Your voice makes me tremble inside
And your smile is an invitation
For my imagination to go wild.

The moon is a friend for the lonesome to talk to.

Perhaps love. or not.

2009-06-22T11:59:00.001+08:00

"Love in one sight'', does it exist ?

Yesterday is disappointing because, i didn't get to meet pig, but its okay.
Today is great perhaps,
Today i wake up at 8am, cause' supposedly gonna help the colouring thingy,
however, its cancelled, but, afternoon there's another class, so, i meet them at 3.10pm.
Today is quite annoying because i have issues with my contact lenses .
It really irritated me totally cos i couldn't open my eyes well, that feeling suck.
Okay, today help up at yishun, till 5plus, yes its tiring,
However feeling rather happy because there's air con in this yishun childcare!!! (:
The kids are so cute, when we arrived, they just woke up from sleep,
and i mean you can imagine, their messy hair and blur looks . so adorable!
After helping , headed home . I quickly shower as i'm gonna go hospital alone.
I saw him! Khairul, my new friend who is a nurse there.
Its kinda funny texting with him when we're at the same place . :D
Around 9pm, just nice i was washing the towel at the basin,
Whereas he's gonna leave already, he came to talk to me,
i finally saw him without his mask. xD ,
So, after that he texted me, so and so luh.

; I know 'Love in one sight' do exist ,
But, i'm not very sure if i would really fall in love.
Its not easy for me to like a totally stranger right.
Plus, i'm really confused,
In another words, 2 person on my mind now.
More or less ah, but , still i admit i never trust khairul.
& i don't want to waste my single days, going 5month already!!
but, haiyo. I don't know.
I feel terrible. Pig. oh pig. whats going on . *sighs* .
Anyway, tomorrow i want to go cck or town perhaps. 24 is soon.

Will be going to hospital tomorrow .
He say want to sent me home , but, i rejected . ROAR.
Okay , bye.

Bakinggggg.

2009-06-20T22:00:00.005+08:00

Hello.
Today is a tiring day . :0
Today bilian texted me at 9plus in the morning, basically i'm still sleeping.
I'm so tired cos i sleep at 3am last night again! Busy chatting and texting with pig.
Supposedly meeting her at marsiling mrt station, somehow rather, she give me wrong info.
So, i just take bus 913 as she told to, den one big round back to interchange,
Meet her at 903, den we trained to marsiling, went fair price.
Den slowly look around for the ingredients we need to use for baking and jelly!.
I think we spent 1hour to get the things,
At 3pm , we wait for bus to her house at interchange.
So, we first started doing jelly, den to rock cake and lastly cake.
Basically so tired , i swear siah. :0
Oh , i'm falling in love with chocolate chips man.
We bought the Hersey chocolate chip, $5.50 a pack kay,
Its a kind of nice! wheeee.
By the way, the main purpose for baking today,
Actually is because i feel like doing something for pig's bday,
but, you know la guys, HE ABHOR CAKES. (he simply hate it since young)
Thats sad for me, however, i actually planned something but, i haven learn.
Its too late already, maybe i would buy something for him (:
Sighs. He went work, i'm so bored at home, no text from him, no call from him.
Alamak.
Nevermind, tomorrow gonna go meet him. :P
Just like on the day of his bday :D
After baking and stuff, pack up all, taste, den watch tv,
Her mum cook for me dinner as well, so sweet, thanks.
Headed home at 8plus.

Okay, thats all for today .
I'm a kind of tired. :0

; I miss him , its not that him you're thinking of, its another him .
I read his blog lately, i'm really upset about it.
I don't really mind if he already forgot about me, but,
I just want him to be happy,
Why can't god just grant him, all things he want, all things he need,
and all peoples he loved? why can't you just grant him all these?
He has the ability to do much better , don't break him down.
In my heart, he's nothing compared to, last time , till now.
He's still someone special in my heart,
it doesn't matter if he hurted me badly or what,
I just know that he's a good guy. !a really good one i mean.!
I will not forget those times, please, beg you.
Let him live a good life, he deserve more than what he get now.
please. He's once my sunshine , now he's someone sunshine.
So, please help him with everything .
He's a rockstar peeps. he really is.
imisshim )':

You belong with me .

2009-06-19T20:56:00.011+08:00

Hello hello. :D
Basically the exact time now is 1.26am . I drafted this earlier on .
Okay , firstly sorry for not updating last night because, i reached home around 1am,
I was too lazy to switch on the computer, so, just take some photographs,
Removed make up and bathe, den chat with pig on phone.
He say we slept at about 3am last night , i think like, errr, i tot 2am like that we sleep already?
Perhaps i'm too blur yesterday yeah.
Okay, i shall start, i don't know is it excitement which made me wake up at 10am ,
I tried too sleep back but, i just couldn't , so nevermind .
I just go wash up and than watch tv , use the computer.
After that around 2.34pm i left home, i was early by the way.
Hmm, tot only the 3 of us, end up 5.
Got me, lifei , xuanyi , shuting and pin dong.
Just joke alot, i find it quite boring at certain times lah.
Was texting with pig for a long period of time.
Okay, we trained to bugis , den went to walk awhile, den went Empire State
to get some drink, think total is around 30plus.
After that 2 person join, the guy is from my school one, can recognize abit uh .
Den at 5plus, go book ktv, from 7-12. den they went to play pool,
so, just follow lor. Awhile later, shuting and me went to eat,
cos we haven eat anything yet.
So, after we eat, we straight meet them at ktv.
Take lift to 2nd floor, first time there yeah.
So, abit shock, its kinda big lor! serious.
Den they order drinks , for me also lah, but, i drink drink, donno what flavour still :X
Okay, basically i get to sing! of course, heeheh.
Den suddenly play 2 songs reminds me of my first secondary school boyfriend.
*PS if you don't know who he is , he's in sec2 when im sec1 :X *
Den i say, alamak, this song, i want to sing. sad ayeah.
After that , actually i wanto leave at 10.30, den delay to 11, den to 11.15 , all leave tgt.
Cause we're afraid of missing the last bus. trained home.
Sit with lifei, she asked me if i wanto join them at escape this morning,
but, i meeting pig, so, never join. heeheeh.
Thats all last night, pig blame me cos i accidentally drafted the text i wanto reply. :X
Okay , so went home after that chat with him till late mid night, den text2, i tired so sleep.

TODAYYYYY~
Wake up around 1pm, sorry i was too tired. :0
Den so and so, mummy buy fried rice for me at around 2.40pm, so, i went to shower,
tie my hair, put lens, den eat, after that 3.05 like that leave home.
Meet him at usual pathway, 3.30, he late okay, 3.37 den come , alamak this boy.
Okay, after that go shop , i buy icecream and drinks, weather so hot,
cannot take it . after that went to slack, till 6plus, we went home.
Walk together till civic, den he take bus there , i go interchange uh.
Went 883 to buy bubble tea . eat at home also.
Alright , after that was waiting for these freaking hours just to use the com -.-
!@#$^%^&*#@#!&%)!!!

Okay , thats all.
Not gonna write much wait you guys read till sian. :DD
Bye pig, bye sotong, bye kids .~

I'm not getting excited , hope i'm not . (:

2009-06-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

Faith makes all things possible.
Love makes them easy.

Hello hello :D
I'm here to update my blog again .
Today is another boring day i suppose.
I woke up kinda late today, after that wash up , eat breakfirst.
After that around 2plus went to bathe and then went to library with my sis.
Went there and its fully packed, so, decided to go to my grandma house.
Walked to 515 and buy drinks, after that headed to grandma house.
Used the computer. Play diner dash till my headache.
Sleep for a little while, den went home.
My headache is killing me, so, quickly take a quick nap.
Pig called me after he eat, den i pick up while i'm sleeping,
after hang up i sleep again, den mummy called, after that,
my phone vibrates, pig texted . after that i call him,
to make sure i'm okay, so, start cracking jokes again , as usual.
Xuan Yi texted me, my secondary 1 classmate,
He just came back to singapore, cos he returned to his country since sec1.
He joined school for a while den he went back.ROAR.
He called me yesterday night when i'm at hospital.
I feel happy!!(: , gonna meet him up tomorrow.
With Lifei,He wants to treat us for dinner, but, like, paiseh only. :X.
Okay, tomorrow gonna bring him to town,
Shopping, cos got sales, after that go eat , den watch movie ,
den go back home, craving for "Drag me to hell" ! (:

Okay, thats all.
Later gonna go eat, shower, and call pig.
Chit chat only luh. :D
Ohokay, bye sotong, bye pig, bye kids. ~

Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name.

2009-06-16T23:06:00.005+08:00

It is not only necessary to love, It is necessary to say so.
Hello babes.
Sorry i didn't update yesterday because i was too lazy to do so.
Yesterday morning, i wake up at 7.45am , bathe and stuffs because,
Gonna go help at Kindegarden . So, yes, gotta handle 2class ,
Small children really give headaches .
After everything, its already 12pm. headed home, before that phoned Bilian GF.
Cos we're gonna meet later.
I met her finally at going 2plus .
Suppose to meet her 1.30pm if i'm not wrong.
So, i just went shopping alone first, or course i didn't buy anything ): NO $$.
After she reach, i wait for her at interchange, so, we headed to civic KTV.
Alot of funny things happen. I pick Honey red and she pick Bubble milk tea.
I taste her's , i say very nice!! hahaha. She find it too sweet. roar.
Always when we gonna start , our mind totally blind don no what song to choose. :x
Of course we even picked old songs. her favourite "Wang Qing Shui" .
Hahaha. laugh like hell. we sing love songs and stuffs.
A group of girls beside us, they damn high siol . so loud they sing, we like , wtf.
Okay, after singing, she went home, den i headed to SSC alone.
Meet my sis there, cotton on-ed, Daiso. After that went Cck.
Shopshop. I find it quite weird with the price, at other stores, selling $5.
At cck, selling at $10. quite weird right? same shop know. T.T
Okay, basically i didn't buy luh.
Headed home at 10plus, too tired , too lazy to switch on the computer, just talk on phone.

TODAYYYYY :D
Today is so-so . feeling great.
Basically i meet pig today, at going 3.
At first he late luh, den i got issues with my contact lens, so, i reach abit later.
Slack till 5.30, cos i needa go hospital, so , he walk me home den he go back homeee.
Buy bubble tea somemore. ROAR.
Well, after that i just rush , den leave home soon.
Went to Yio Chu kang, den go hospital.
Went home at 9plus. Trained home and reached around 10plus.
Tired tired tired, is all i can say. *Yawn* .
Okay, wanna chat with pig later,
I so sad siah, i text Mhm right, he never reply knowwww~!
GRRRR. Okay, Goodbye sotong.

;
Love is painful that is true not to love is painful too;
but there is a greater pain: to love and not be loved again.

Love is unconditional. . . Relationships are not.

Men are always sincere. They change sincerity, that's all!

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get
- only with what you are expecting to give - which is everything.

I mean my words alright. NoHardFeelings.

2009-06-14T20:41:00.002+08:00

Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it.

Today is a tiring day i guess.
I woke up this morning, wake , sleep , wake sleep.
Finally i woke up and i look at the clock, the time is 11:11am.
Basically i met pig today at my house here, we meet at 2pm.
We slack at staircase , from 2-7plus pm.
Don't think much okay peeps, Just friend and thats what we can only be (:
Tomorrow will be tiring because have to wake up at 8am ,
Gonna help up like that day, the colouring thingy.
Alright, goodnight.

No matter what your heartache may be, laughing helps you forget it for a few seconds.

Small children give you headache; big children gives heartache.

They say , Good things takes time .

2009-06-13T13:30:00.005+08:00

-12.57am

The kids picture, taken the day before, they so cute!
Hello peeps.
Today i went to Novena . Shopping(:
Pig text me, he said he's at wherever beach,
asking if i wanna play hide and seek with him in the tent,
funny right? Ask me to be catcher somemore! .
Okay, skipskip.
Went out around 2plus i think, then trained to novena,
went cotton on , after shopping , went to bishan .
Meet my aunt and went to eat lunch,
till than, cabbed to hospital .
Came back at 8plus, cabbed home .
Feel so tired duh.
Was waiting for the com ,
Okay, i finished transfering files and editing pics
, finally to update my blog . so, goodnight pigs.
*Oink oink* . nights to sotong~ :D *Squid squid* *bluek* .

Okay, bye kids. (:

Random.
Help me before i get use to this guy .Hello peeps.
I'm early today, because , later i'm gonna go out .
I'm afraid i'll be late & won't be able to update tonight yeah.
Yesterday night *we* chatted on phone , okay , serious okay, 'No hard feelings' .
I swear, i know last time i told you guys, i won't like him again, but, i still did.
But, this time round , i really don't have hard feelings on him .
Basically, people do change, i've changed . (:
I'm a big big girl , In a big big world & its not a big big thing if you leave me.
Its quite cold outside , just like the way i'm feeling inside .
Maybe the best is yet to come , so, i'm just waiting for the best .
Today will be going to Novena to shop,
After that go hospital . That's all today i guess.

Happy Holidays!

; I really miss KTV .

I cannot give you the formula for success,
but I can give you the formula for failure
-Which is : Try to please everybody.

Hell you, stealer. freak you out okay. basturd.

2009-06-12T21:36:00.005+08:00

I'm gonna remember you, you gonna remember me.

Hello.
Today went to school as usual , i'm not late today, happy for that.
Lesson as usual , nothing special . (:
Last day of school, :D , so haaaaaaaaaaappy.
Hmmm, after school i went causeway point alone,
bought white beads bracelets & handphone stripe . (:
After that 3pm, went to 539 i think,
Help up with the kindegarden childrens as they do the colouring ,
Guess what, i fucking heartpain & angry.
I lost my slipper! Someone steals it, 80% is stolen by a malay guy!!!.
Fucktard know. So fed up siah. Steal2, go get a life lah!.
Curse is on you, you will suffer because, my life is not good, im suffering,
you wear my slipper means you feel what i feel . go to hell! (:
Hmm, after that uncle sent me back at old forks home there, den i walk home,
bare footed okay. but, its okay, kind of cool perhaps.
Went home , sleep. My heads spinning. RAWR.

Tomorrow is 13th, no plans.
Actually got, cancelled already.
so, tomorrow lets go hospital .

Quotes:

I love my past. I love my present. I’m not ashamed of what I’ve had,
and I’m not sad because I have it no longer.

No one said life is going to be perfect; build a bridge and get over it.

The biggest challenge in life is being yourself,
in a world trying to make you like everyone else..

I gave my heart to you.

2009-06-11T22:50:00.007+08:00

Hello peeps ,
I'm here to update my bloggie again yeah. (:
Basically i was late for school today ): , Mr singh said, 'I think you guys are getting use to late for school already ' T.T
Tomorrow we'll know the banding for different class.
Quite worried about it yeah.
Anyway, i'm quite happy in the morning, Mhm texted me.
When i was having chem lesson in container room. wheee.
So tired, want to sleep. Anyway, we release at 12.30pm.
I went causeway point to buy something den headed home.
Till 4plus, i meet up with 'him' , to pass 'him' back his art piece,
We didn't talk much, no longer like before, and i swear 'No hard feelings' .
I swear, believe me friends, i just wanna make friends with him.
I'm on my way to let go, so, please, spare me some time alright.
Till 6plus, i gotta go, he sent me home, after that i bathe again, cos im feeling warm.
After that headed to novena, help mummy get her bag, after that went to shopshop.
Tomorrow got something on in the afternoon.
Hopefully weekend can go out with girlfees.

Okay, i'm tired, wanna go shower & sleep soon.
Hope tomorrow i won't be late again. if not.... die.

Quotes :

Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.

Love: A temporary insanity curable by marriage.

Love is the beauty of the soul.

The hottest love has the coldest end.

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People's says love is a commitment .
Yes, i agree. To love is to suffer, to avoid suffer's must not love.
So, no pain no gain (:
I felt the pain, now i wanto gain. :D

All these time i was not looking for love . (:

2009-06-10T23:10:00.003+08:00

Hello hello , hu hu hu ~ :D
Hey guys, I'm here to update my blog after a long day.
Okay, basically yesterday i slept at 11plus , today i woke at 7am, late for school.
What happen is, this morning, yes, i wake up and yes , i realise everything is gone.
But, that doesn't mean anything , no point for me to think too much.
I'm just trying to go on with my life .
Today went to school, quite a few was late as well,
I quickly did my biometric and headed to AVA room.
After Physics lesson was recess ,
I admit i was looking for him, till then i realize he's absent today.
Hmmm, after recess got english lesson , many of my classmate didn't know that
there's CIP today, we still thought we can go SPCA, all happy like hell,
Suddenly say , SPCA don't need help , then we have to help a school to do spring cleaning.
Feeling tired, starting was fun, i was the group leader, den my group have to clean the kitchen.
I wanted to sweep the floor, Weihan snatch my job, after that i mop the floor luh. (:
Well, after all, feel tired , wash the fan's .
Okay, after that , we waited very long for the bus, leave there around 5.25pm.
After that went back home. Slack awhile, go shower and headed to cwp with my sister.
Went to eat dinner , den headed home .

;I think , i'm getting stronger.
Although , i told my friends ' hey, i miss zoo' , i get scolded luh.
Sighs, okay, im trying my very best okay, give me some time. (:
Appreciate those who is always there for me, love you guys lots.Truckloads2 . :P

Tag's replies :
Secret : Thanks, but, i'm not nice actually, but, you are (: , agree that every failure make us stronger, so, stay strong , cheers :D thanks yeah.
Ahyeen : Yeap, thanks .
Joleen : Sweety, imyt (:
Bilian : Thanks for much, get scold till abit wake up liao :X

Life Quotes :

Happiness will never come to those who fail to appreciate what they already have.

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on.

Teachers open the door but you must walk through it yourself.

Okay bye (:

Heartbreaks.

2009-06-09T20:20:00.003+08:00

We fought and i think, this time ,
Goodbye is really forever .
I thought i was waiting for your phone call , till i realize,
You'll not call me anymore .
I always feel my phone vibrating, but, when i take a look at it,
there's nothing. perhaps , time to wake up from my sweet dream that lasted for 4months.
This month 13th , we'll have fun at sentosa, but, i think now,i don have to think anymore.
Just dream on.
I tried my best , i gave all i can , so, i should be satisfied for what i can have now.
Thanks for being there, i'll let you go.
Ignore the love story part below. thanks.

Actually , i hate this feeling.
I'm afraid to wake up tomorrow morning and realize everything is gone.
I'm sure i will start crying again, maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow.
I just don't want to cry anymore lah.
I'm really upset for everything, but, it had been quite long already,
I should have more than enough memories with him .
I will keep all the sketchs , photographs, text messages.
I just don't want to lose this friendship. sighs.
How will tomorrow be ? i really wonder.
I don't want him to hide from my anymore,
i just want us to be friends, smile to each other, at least this? hmmm.
I keep on repeating this song 'My heart will go on' ,
What am i doing?! , Tml is gonna be a long day, with Cip till 5pm.
I wonder would i want to text him, i know i will want to, but,
i try my best, very very best not to, lets not disturb him anymore.
Seriously, i feel touched for the last sketch he gave me.
If *YOU* 're here and you see this,
I really wish to thank you so much, thanks for everything !
Sorry for all my wrongs too, you just take care uh.

I know tomorrow is gonna be a bad day,
With my eyes feeling the pain.
But, its okay, i must start to buck up already.
I must be strong, people say, its not holding on that makes people stronger,
infact its letting go.

Okay, thanks to the Rapist for caring.
Raynard for asking me for movie tomorrow, well, got cip luhs ):
Hmmmm, thats all i think , imisshim )': .
K bye.

New skin dude.

2009-06-09T18:08:00.003+08:00

How it started, is just like how it's gonna end .
Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up,
and never truly moving on.
Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of
what's left of your heart that they feel the same.

Hello peoples.
Sorry , yesterday i didn't update because , i was too tired after a long day.
After school, i went to the library to meet my sister and my aunt.
In the afternoon , i went home alone , was using the com .
Evening time, went to shower and went to bishan .
Have my dinner and after that headed to Hospital.
After visit, we went home around 9 i guess.
Piggy say he phoned my house and nobody picks up, yeah. im not at home , thats why.
So & so, at night we chatted on phone, than than , went to sleep. soooo tired. :0 .

Today went to school as usual,
I leave home around 7.15am .
Supposedly today i'm not going to school , intended to skip school w. someone.
However, cannot lah. So, just go to school.
Mrs lau & Mr singh is taking the attendence, we quickly settle down.
After awhile, he slowly stroll in the school, chewing a gum. -.- .
Okay, after that went to AVA room for physics lesson today.
After recess was english lesson.
Did letter writing , After that headed home.
I was using the com the whole day && I just finish washing my costume TODAY!.
& I've to hand it in tomorrow. awwwws.~

Yesterday is 8th, such a special day for me,
I pampered myself with a slice of cake, cool ayeah.
Okay, basically. i love ---.
So, what to do. *Sighs* , lets see how things work lah.
Believing that one day i would be strong enough to let go.

>>LOVE STORY?

Few months back , Sally know this guy Joe.
When she realize herself slowly falling in love with Joe,
She than found out Joe is already attached.
Her heart scattered , however, she continues seeing him even though she feel the guilt.
In the first place, she cherished the time she spent with Joe.
Its really hard for them to know each another , Joe is a quiet guy,
Whereas Sally is talkative, She always wonders about Joe.
But, in the first place she didn't even thinks that she'll get the chance to know him,
well, only till she is asking Joe's friend about him, his friend simply just sent her joe's number.
Sally wonder and wonders , she decided to give Joe a text ,
Because, it seems that Joe already know sally have light interest him.
Believing that she won't fall in love with him, but, still.
She couldn't control her feelings.
Often times, She tries to leave because, she feel the guilt , she knows what others is thinking
about her, as a bitch, third party , or what so ever.
Love is blind, so, when someone is in love, its totally blind.
Sally get to know more about Joe, so on , they became close friend.
Sally already confessed her feeling since the first time she know him,
As time goes by, Joe also said , he likes her.
Sally didn't know if she should believe him, but, just listen and take in.
One day, Sally cannot take it anymore,
She said to Joe, she want to leave him, Joe didn't say anything,
Sally tried not to contact with him even though they were textmates.
She failed to do it, because, Joe started to avoid her,
Information given is, He's someone that is quite sensitive, she suppose.
She didn't bear to let go this friendship, they are back together as good friends again.
Not long ago, she realize his lies, and wanted to stop contacting him ,
She thought its gonna be easy, but , it wasn't easy.
She started to have interest with this guy, Alson.
Alson is one year younger than her, although sally don't know him,
but, she wish to know him.
Alson is not a good student, she suppose.
He don't attend school always, he's in NT.
But, all this doesn't matter, she starts to like him,
After that, something happened , Joe & her started to text again.
This time round, sally say to herself , she must not like Joe again.
She determined, but, after she realise, Alson & her is impossible,
Joe touched her and she falls in love with him again.
One night, things seems lighted up by fire.
She know its a mistake for all things that happen, but, its the fact that her feeling is there.
Distance getting closer & closer, sometimes, she remembers how sweet the couple are,
But, she just try to forget about it.
Till than, now, yes now.
They are still close friend, knowing that he still lies to her, but,
She didn't have the courage to leave because,
She loved him & she doesn't want to lose a friend like him.
Joe did things for sally, they take pictures together, have fun together, go outing together.
People will not know what and how they are like exactly.
Sally still loves Joe, Joe say he loves his girlfriend but, he loves sally too.
She melted, She didn't know what to do,
She no longer know whats right & whats wrong.
Till than, she tries to make a decision, but, she's afraid of losing.
She love him deeply, but, in another situation, he's attached.
Now now, Sally just want to love Joe, she know's she can't let go of him.
So, just wait and see.
Don't say she don't feel guilty, Sally feels the guilt too!
But, its all fair in love, sometimes,
Put yourself into other peoples shoe, you will figure out how she feels just like how
you will feel if it happens to you.
Saying "Just forget him lah" , is not as simple as abc , saying is easy but, how to really do it?

So so so, thats all about this love story. so complicated .

Okay, bye loves.

2009-06-08T16:05:00.003+08:00

(07-06-09)

Its a sunday today, Around 12plus, i went to the library to meet my sis.
After that went to buy the tag for my bagpack , print photo's ,
Went home around 4. I was waiting the whole evening for piggy.
Basically i meet him around 8.30-8.45.
So & so, he gave me this sketch on top. its really sweeeeeeeeeeeet!~
Swear! Around 9.59pm , he board bus home.
I sent him to bus stop. After that i went home.
2 big fat lizards are dating at my gate, i was so afraid of it.
Trying to shoo it away, it takes me 10mins time , till i finally just ran in my house.
Phew, cold sweats eyh.
It was quite a bad day, however, i hope everything is fine now. (:

Fly with me.

2009-06-06T23:17:00.003+08:00

.

Set me free baby.
Why can't i just blow off all my problems ,
just like blowing bubbles ?

Today woke up at 10plus am, Mummy force me to wake up to prepare because,
we're going to johor, We leave home around 12.35pm,
The bus queue at woodlands custom is super long ,we waited for hours just to board a bus.
People keep pushing around, sweating like fuck duh.
After that went to eat because, we're super hungry, i think the shop is called 'Robinson'
or something like that at city square.
Bought something for myself luh . wanted to get things for him but,
mummy spent alot of time looking for shoes, so ,too bad.
Hmmm, after that, we went back at 6plus, saw Zhihao, totally shock.
We went hospital after johor, at AMK area.
Home at 9. so tired after a long day,however, gonna meet piggy tomorrow. (:
Okay, byeeee. gotta sleep soon.

A special event .

2009-06-05T23:36:00.011+08:00

Some pictures with super ugly smile, ignore it.
Because, there's really something funny going on while taking pics.

Hello peoples.
Its kinda late right now, 11.49pm.
I just finish shower, transferring files to the computer & editing pictures.
Basically today seems to be a long day for me.
I woke up at 7am this morning, totally shocked , well, i continue to take my own sweet time,
Preparing for school, i reach school around 8.10am .
Went to class, do maths paper , after that teacher go through paper.
After that, went for recess, after that went to the dnt workshop there,
Was talking to piggy , meanwhile waiting for bilian gf to go home get her stuff.
After that, went up to get our costumes, quick change, bilian & i went to get ice cubes for
our make up, then i start putting on foundation for myself,
after that help some of the girls to put on .
After that, went to do my hair, i bet ms chen feels like killing me.
Cos my hair is like , too thick, hard to tie it up. :X
Soon, my turn to do eye shadow, eye liner , blusher, soon to eye lash ,eye brow & glitter.
We start make up around 10plus & finally done around 3.
Wheee, left the school.went over there, went to macdonalds to grab the student meal.
After that, went to the area before we can enter, practice, camwhore.
So & so, so many hot guys know, i swear siah.
I was like, going crazyy. espcially those from germany all. Angmohs. Weeeeets.
Hmmm. after all, we finally get to change, so & so, got our refreshment.
Before we leave, one group of guys who sits at the same area w. us was like.
saying 'bye girls' , den we all like, errr. LOL.
Bus came, headed back woodlands, went to cwp with Audrey & Shang Yuan.
Actually just intend to go toilet, end up decided to take pics.
so, till 9plus den we all go home. (:
While slacking with them , i borrow Audrey phone to call him awhile .heeheeh.
Audrey create a chinese name for him, its like, lol.
Reach home, i call him, he say wanto wait for me bathe all den chat,
but, he sounds tired, i decided to talk to him awhile, he sleep den i bathe.
So, he's sleeping like a pig now. i suppose.

Okay, i shall sleep soon , i'm tired.
Last but not least ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RABIAH!

-Stop bothering me , can you?
Do i look like i freaking care?! sad or happy, your problem la. :D

Let go.

2009-06-03T20:26:00.005+08:00

I'll never leave where i am now,
Until i have decided where i'd rather be .

Hello peeps.
Sorry if it gonna be a short one.
I'm gonna make a phone call soon. so sorry for that.
Today went to school as usual lah.
Every as usual, nothing special, art was fun.
After school, go for dance practice till 3plus, after that went to get my green nail polish,
after that headed home. Bathe & all.
Suddenly piggy say he reach liao :X.
Faster rush2 and went down .
Meet him till 6plus, bused to cwp together, he went home.
I went to meet my sister at cwp.
Ate our dinner, i homed alone after that.
Before that went up to cinema to see .... . (:
Okay lah. bye.

SAD LOVE STORY : (tears might fall, mine falls)
From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

; Love have no boundaries. So, love = love.

Love takes courage. so, love just say love lah. (: time precious, cherish those you love, before they are gone.

I don't know .

2009-06-02T22:33:00.002+08:00

Oh . Thanks for coming over tonight. (:

Today went to school as per-normal.
Although holidays have already started , however , the sec4 & 5's have to come back
during the first 2 weeks for extra lesson.
I was late this morning because i woke up at 7am & suppose to be in school by 7.45.
I leave home around 7.30, bus is so slow.
i reach school at around 8.10. Luckily never get scolded.
Quickly do my biometric , den go back to class for lesson.
Lesson's as usual . after school came home.
after that went out at 8 to meet piggy.
Just reached home , the time now is 10.34 pm :D

Okay, gotta go.
Bye.

HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT.

2009-06-01T22:06:00.003+08:00

If he's my boyfriend, i swear i will fly.

Today is the day. 'O' level mother tongue exam.
Okay, i feels so crazy , i find it fun !.
Basically, i swear its cold.I was sitting at the extreme right,
The air con is blowing air on me, like gonna freeze, i tahan for 2hours know :X
After that i become clever , bring in my jacket lah.
If not i think can turn human to ice sey. :D
Nothing much about today, except TIRED. ):
Its like, after exam, went to hall for dance practice, went to seng kang for rehearsal .
Till 6plus, god damn tired know. sweating like HELL.
Run & run again, under the hot sun. ROAR.
After when we gonna leave, the guys came.
Basically some of us are loooking at a particular hot guy :X.
Den we say Germany guy playing hockey.
Bused to causeway , den take bus with ms pearlyn home.

; What can i say, when words can't make it better?

I'm afraid of losing .

2009-05-31T20:02:00.001+08:00

Trust can take years to build up, but, seconds to shatter.

Hello.
; SORRY! (I went to meet him todayz.)
Basically i wake up at 11plus this morning & never leaves my bed till 12.30pm.
We suppose to meet at 2, however, i was late , we met around 2.30.
Went to SSC, its like, so funny, its a hot day at first, while waiting for the shutter bus ,
i took out a piece of tissue for him , another piece for myself.
We're sweating . After bus come we feel so relaxed,
He slide the air con thingy, wheee. feel wind . after that, we reached,
Went to popular cos we wanto buy pens. , 'O' level mother tongue tomorrow.
I swear i haven study yet. after updating & shower, i will start studying.
After ssc , we went to 7eleven, he bought the slimdown coke, den he drink.
Say, nice nice,end up bitter, he say, regret ah ,like that. HAHAHA.
After that bused to sembawang park. we found seats w/ shelter. phew.
Have fun today, see alot of funny peoples.
Super funny siah, we are laughing like nobody's business.
He suppose to rush off already, we leave park at 6 i think.
After that he sent me back to woodlands den he take train to cck.
He repeats :" Its cck , not ccy" . HAHAHA.

Basically, i think i'm still in dream land.
I feel like, wasting my time. but, its okay lah.
It takes hard times to forget anyway. so, hope things won't turn bad than.
Seriously , idk why i'm still here.
But, thats feeling, i can't help uh.
Feel like wanto kill myself la. LOL.
k , bye.

I still couldn't do it.

2009-05-31T00:24:00.004+08:00

(300509)

Find a heart that loves you at your worst and arms that hold you at your weakest.
Yesterday is a day when my heart breaks.
I admit i'm still not over, Give me some time please.
Let me contact and slowly cut down please .
Today meet Azmi , 12pm at interchange,
Trained to D.G , after that walked to Plaza Sing.
Saw many crews practicing & making up already.
Azmi and i went to eat LJS.
After that went over to the open space to wait for 30T to dance.
I swear they rocked the audience , full of energy!
I left at 3plus, meet mummy & sis to TTSH.
Went Novena to shop before going TTSH.
After that headed home at 8plus.

; Sorry to say , i miss his everything.
Is hard to pretend nothing had happened.
I wake up this morning and realise , everything's gone.
I started crying, I feel like screaming out loud.
I sing and sing, cry while sing. only daddy could tahan my sound duh :x
I swear, i feel like crying all along today.
I trained to novena alone.
I listened to the song 'Never Be Replaced" , i remember ,
yesterday at time 5.20pm, i played this song & show it to him.
I suppose, 5.20pm,am & 11.11pm,am i will think of him more.
I tried to occupy myself so that i won't miss him,
but, fail fail failed.
Yesterday night, i called Bilian GF, i was crying.
Hard to make a decision , i bet i still in my dreams.
I'm sorry for that, but, believe me, give me time.
I'll do what i should do.

Lets hope for a better tomorrow.
(my dream , my wish , my fantasy)

爱到才知痛 ; Reality is the worst gameover!

2009-05-29T21:53:00.004+08:00

Just laugh at me, i thrown it all :)

Hello guys.
Okay stop laughing! ; Reality is the worst gameover, isn't it?
Well, okay i shall start, this few days, too busy to update my blog.
SOOOOO many happened , actually one main thing la, haha.
Ignore my laughs, I'm in the deepest shit right now, faking a smile :D
This few days having MT lesson from morning, kind of stress.
Doing compo again & again. paper 2 again & again,
yet, still de same, fail fail fail.
Mon is our 'O' level Mt. hope i can pass & get at least a B3.
Btw, today is the last day which i'll get to have mt lesson w. the sec5.
Simply miss their jokes & stuffs.
Seriously, thanks to Mdm Neo, giving so many notes & stuffs.

Today is really a bad day.
Yes, admit i have a great day with him.
Someone whom i loved deeply currently, however, no more la ):
I end it all. I hope its really a end.
Although i know, i'll regret for all this,
I know i will cry harder than what i did this few days.
Even though i know i will dream of you, i'll have the temptation to text you.
But, i try not to k, we now just normal pure friend uh.
we must stop being text mates, chat mates.
Now, i just try to study la.Friends will help me through i hope.
The best is yet to come, i always believe it, cos its to cheer myself up.
I always believe, i need a guy to depend on, need a guy to help me forget him,
guide me through, now, i hope not.

'You are the one whom i'm with when i saw my first life time rainbow.
You are like a star, but, it just fades away now'
I did too much, & hurted so much. i should let go already.
When you told me how you feel, i was abit happy,
but, its too bad, im right too late, all i have to say is.
Thank you & goodbye.
I hope this time its really gonna end la.

Tomorrow gonna meet my precious husband, AZMI sayang. :D
My Modern dance junior, best friend cum husband'wife .
Just now on my way home, saw this guy, from mediacorp,
Steven lim, he approached me, i shocked, saying that i can become model stuff for mediacorp.
ask to go to his website, i stunt. after that okay bye. lol. haish.

Okay, i shall stop here. more info i should let you guys know.
Would be creating another blog for personal feelings ,
Try your luck figuring the link.
bye loves.

Explore your lovely palace today.

2009-05-26T22:28:00.003+08:00

When i close my eyes, i remember those lies.
When i smile, i remember how you pamper me .
After all, i know how much you lied to me .
But, i still feel you in my heart .

Today went to school alone uh.
Carry my art boards, but, end up didn't do my art.
I think tomorrow i'm gonna stay back to do my art.
Lesson's as usual today, '0' level mt uh.
So tired, after school, rush home bathe. cabbed to his palace.
So nice can! i keep saying, why so many mirror? :D
After that awhile later, explore the palace liao, den went shop to buy drinks.
After that i gotta go TTSH, meet my sis, went novena buy LJS,
Went TTSH after that uh.
Home at 9plus.
So tired, hope to sleep soon, im tired. but, work not done ! :(

; Sick & sicker of your lies .

Change of bloglink? (:

2009-05-25T20:58:00.006+08:00

Hello guys,
I think i want to change my blog link. (:
Maybe after i found new blog skin den just change as well la :D
Anyway, today meet piggy friend to school ,
I didn't bring my art boards because , i've decided to bring it tomorrow .
Today's school as usual,
I'm very proud to be the top in the class!
You know top what? Highest temperature! 37.5!
went for '0' level mother tongue lesson as usual.
I was really tired this morning, in the afternoon doing paper 2,
I feel like sleeping already! ~ Haha, Yuhang text me, ask to wake up :X
I haven fall asleep duh. heeheeh.
I was having fever, like burning. RAWR.
Yesterday night i went to Bff's youtube page!
His singing seriously melt people's heart. imh know, so long i haven seen him .
Alright, continue today's story, i went home alone today.
Seriously i swear, i took 1round bus, after woodland centre, i was the only silian in the bus.
I sit beside the window, with a ear piece stucked on my ear.
Trying to convince myself. Time passed, it had been 3month plus.
Why am i still here ?
你很聪明，你觉得只要你不说，我不说，就没有人知道。
你错了。你一次又一次的欺骗我，而我却一次又一次的被你骗。
我知道这是一个没有结果的爱情，
而你对我说的那些甜言蜜语，我都会把它给忘了。
我知道现在我还是选择爱你，但是我不会爱你很久的。
我想你一直都在把我当成代替品，
但是我一直在找理由骗自己。
虽然你在我最需要我的时候,你都会陪着我，但这也不能代表什么。
所以我一定会努力，Ying为我相信终有一天，我会把你忘了，找到另一个他。

I just want to say, i'll work hard.
Firstly in my studies , maybe so on to relationship.
Yes , its dragging now, because, i tried to go, but, afraid to ruin everything.
You said you don't want to talk about all this sad things,
but, did you spare a thought for me?
I know even if we stop everything, i will still feel the ache in my heart,
but, i will slowly forget everything.
I only know, i will never waste time on someone whom i can never had,
however, its a different situation now,
nobody knows what we are like now, except ourselves.
So, let time recover everything.
Its not the matter of wining or losing.
I know end up i wasted all my time,efforts,love.
But, its okay, at least i learned something after all.
This also shows that i will not repeat my mistakes next time.
:D , i will be the best you never had.
I'm rebellious, i can basturd you, just like how you basturd me .
I will try my best to revenge , this is the real me, rebellious. :]

Okay, let me end with some love quotes perhaps.

if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing.
I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.

As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see.
Two ears to listen. But why only one heart?
Because the other was given to someone else,For us to find.

I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.

If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever.
If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.

If you judge people, you have no time to love them.

This day I will marry my friend, the one I laugh with, live for, dream with, love.

And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you.

Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing!

How will I die? Your Result: You will die in your sleep. A peaceful departure into the next life. You are blessed with the good fortune of passing from sleep into eternity. Do not fear sleep. To dream into the next life is a rare gift.
You will die in a car accident.
You will die of boredom.
You will die from a terminal illness.
You will die in a nuclear holocaust.
You will die while saving someone's life.
You will die while having sex.
You will be murdered.
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2009-05-24T21:36:00.005+08:00

I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
Hello readers ,
I think my blog seems rather dead yeah.
I'm trying my best to update more & daily, but, sometimes, i don't have the time/mood to.
This morning TTSH-ed.
As i said i went hospital this morning, i came back in at afternoon.
I haven complete my assignments . shyt.
Okay,
Byeeeee.

Its nice to know that you were there .

2009-05-23T22:18:00.002+08:00

I ran back to you after i run away ,
I hide behind walls just to cry out loud,
You showered me with love and care,
You pampered me,
You let me in your arms & watch me cry.
You wipe my tears , you make me smile,
Until the minute we bid goodbye ,
I know you are there all along until i leave.
I love you , all the way.

Today was a normal day, already planned to meet piggy today.
I slept at 1am last night just spending the time texting with him.
I woke up at 9plus this morning, woke by his text and sleep back .
Woke finally around 12plus, after that wash up & have my breakfirst.
After that , digest & called him because , its raining.
He say, "what time you leaving home? " i said "3pm" ,
He said, "We meeting at 3pm know?" , i said, "Oh isit? i forgot, cos tot as usual",
'Okay la, i go bathe liao" :B
After meet him, den slack uh. have fun today , but, sad as well.

Okay. bye.

2hearts , 1beats.

2009-05-21T20:47:00.003+08:00

"Two souls with but a single thought ,
Two hearts that beats as one ."

Ur romantic for 84%

you're romantic but balanced.u like roses,walks in the park and gifts but don't give ur boyfriend too much atention.ur warm,nice and independent.u don't let ur boy to walk on ur head and that's what i like about u.keep it up girl!

How romantic are u?

How evil are you? Your Result: Average You have a temper, but you're still pretty nice. You're an average person this way. That's okay, though. You are still a pretty good person. You aren't perfect, but then, is anyone?
Evil
Angelic
How evil are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Hello!
Let me shorten everything, just went to school as usual,
Today started the '0' level mt practices.
Stayed back for lessons till 3plus. yawn.
Still doing my compo now.
First time get to combine class with the sec 5's .
Obviously weedhead is very noisy :X.
Okay ,
After school actually want to meet piggy friend home,
cos i tot have to stay back so asked him to leave first.
Okay .bye.

Cry me a river please .

2009-05-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

'' You showered me with love ,
Handle me with care ,
Coloured my life with paint ,
& With you , i saw the first real life rainbow ,
I LOVE YOU :D "

Hello, lets make it short.
Basically today i went to school as usual,
Failed lots of exam,
Predicted , geog & Ss will fail badly although i haven get papers back.
English, over all i failed, Maths failed,Mt pass,Chem failed.
Haiyo, seeeee! Have to buck up already.
Okay, today supposingly is the interclass game for upper sec,
didn't play any , so, went to com lab to do art,
Health screening, after tat continued my art.
Its freezing cold there, haven yet complete my boards.
After school, went home , sleep for a little while, bathe & stuffs.
Went to meet piggy friend till 7plus, headed home.
, Anyway i've created Facebook & Tagged .
Do add me ! - PROFILE for info :D

Okay, thats all.
Byeeeeeeeeee'~

Impossible is nothing :D

2009-05-18T20:48:00.002+08:00

Hello guys,
I'm here to update my blog.
Yesterday went to help up at InnovaJc with Bilian gf .
From morning 6plus - 11am .
Kind of crowded & warm, sunny day .
After that , went woodland centre to buy school shoe & headed home.
Rest-ed & after that showered den meet piggy friend (:
Slac, talk,take photos.
After that mummy called, gotto go, went to change Handphone.

Today, meet piggy to school,
Took temperature. 37.4 degree . :D
Today is our last paper, after paper, went to cwp with shengmei & kenyin.
Went to eat at food court, after that kenyin follow me home,
as i bathe & changed, headed to bugis, accompanied her to buy bag,
after that to orchard, headed home around 6.
The mrt is freezing cold, i swear i shivered.
Alright ,thats all. byee.

Some things about me . Go check it out :)

2009-05-16T15:56:00.007+08:00

are you in love? Your Result: Head over heels! wow! you really like this person! the thing you should do is march up to him next time you see him, and tell him how you feel. Dont be afraid!!!! results show you are couragious! besides, according to my calculations, there is no reason you should not already be together.
unsure...
huh?
are you in love? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

What type of person are you Your Result: You are Emo You are dark and confused. You dream of dying. You believe in demons and hell. you cant wait to die you are sucidal. Have a great life trying to cut your wrist and hearing vioces!
Girly girl
You ar tomboy
What type of person are you Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

You are 0% percent in love

You are soooo uninterested. It looks like you don't even care. Why did you take this quiz? (If your result is innacurate, I apologize. Give me a break, this is my first quiz. Don't take it too seriously.)

Are you in Love, in a Crush, or just not Interested?
Take More Quizzes

am i ugly or pretty? Your Result: ugly Your downright UGLY. You better have a pretty dang good personality. But remember theres always room for improvement, paint your nails, cut and dye your hair, try some makeup, buy some new clothes. youll be fine. Personality is always more important.
gorgeous
so-so
am i ugly or pretty? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Honestly, do people like you? Your Result: Loved by ALL Yes, everybody loves you! You are the center of attention and people are always happy to see you! Great job at being such an awesome being! You will go far, always have many friends, and will always be the center of attention!
Well, you're...not quite liked
You're smouldering...but not on fire
Honestly, do people like you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Personality Quiz: Your Result: Artistic: "Who's that, in the funky outfit?" ... thats you! You can't help it, strange designs and patterns draw you. After all you're of artistic blood! No one can mold, paint, draw, sketch, and even doodle - like you.
Fashionista:
Laid back:
Funny guy (or girl):
Odd:
Smarty pants:
Clean freak:
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What is YOUR fate? Your Result: To become rich and famous for no reason. You are very talented and care a lot about how you look and appear to others. You can sometimes be a little conceited but will end up famous and not know why.
To become the world's most poplular bachelor(ette)
To become a successful careerperson but live alone
To live the perfect family life.
To make people laugh and smile without trying.
To die while saving a life.
To do absolutely nothing useful and love it.
What is YOUR fate? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

More coming up soon. (:

Which Twilight character are you? Your Result: Bella Swan You are not comfortable in front of big crowds and don't like being the center of attention. You are not anti-social, but tend to keep to yourself. You would do anything to make sure your loved ones were safe. You are sometimes a little shy and care about what others think of you.
Jasper Cullen
Alice Cullen
Edward Cullen
Jessica Stanley
Jacob Black
Sam Uley
Which Twilight character are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

What kind of wife are you? Your Result: Sexy, fun, and exciting You not only know how to keep things spicy in your relationship you also take an active interest in keeping things new and fun. You don't nag him much and are secure enough to allow him a life outside the house.
Supportive and loving
mellow but kind of boring
Ohhhh....poor guy
What kind of wife are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

You are 84% naughty

A respectable score! You are definitely naughty, and with a little help from me you will no doubt reach the top!

Just how naughty are you?
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What type of boy do you go for? Your Result: The popular, sporty, sex-fanatic type. You go for the popular/sporty/sex-fanatic type. Your lad has to be popular, i mean come on! You can't go out with a geek or a nerd that would soooooooo ruin your steet cred! And sporty, well... do you want to date someone who always come last in every running race he will ever do? NO!!! You DO NOT!
The sexy, funny, nice type
The funny, clever, cute type
What type of boy do you go for? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Does He Like You The Way You Like Him..? Your Result: He kinda likes you Well he doesent like you that much...but he does a little..you should see where things go by getting to knoe him more and trying to kik it with him more...but dnt kik it with him 24/7 youll make him run from you..
Thee perfect couple
he doesnt like you b----...jk!
Does He Like You The Way You Like Him..? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

What Is Your Crush Type? Your Result: Really Romantic You are so sweet to your crushes! You love to do stuff with them and you always support them! Just don't get to caught up in being romantic- it could cause you some trouble!
Fiercely Flirtatious
Super Shy
What Is Your Crush Type? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

You are 61% Attractive to the opposite sex

You're good. People will tend to talk to you when there is no one around or will reply if you ask a question or if you start a conversation. My advise, Don't be shy and if you like someone, don't start staring at them. It will give them the creeps and will start feeling Ackward around you

Is the Opposite Sex attracted to You
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He likes you 88% ! ;)

You should be a couple. You would be perfect together. All you need to do is take charge and ask that person out.

What does he think of you?
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do you have a 6th sense? Your Result: sort of you can catch on to some things with ease, but sometimes, your just normall, its not a bad thing, some people have it and others dont you are in between. it is sometimes easy to pick up on things but some times it just dosent work
yes
No, you don't
http://www.gotoquiz.com/do_you_have_a_6th_sense">do you have a 6th sense? http://www.gotoquiz.com/">Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Thats what we'll always be .

2009-05-15T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hello dear .
I'm here to update my blog.
This morning went to school as usual,
Today is my maths paper 2.
A kind of hard as i forget the formula & stuffs.:X
After exam, headed home, slack until 1plus, went to bathe & prepare to meet piggy friend.
I was waiting half way suddenly rain, as his wish uh.
Headed home at 7plus pm.

I bet tomorrow will be a boring day? :X
Okay. bye. & i still haven learn from my mistakes. ):

"You never know what you have until its gone"
"Sometimes you dont realize how much you care for someone until they stop caring for you"
"A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried"
"When you left, I lost a part of me"
"I hate this feeling, it's one I know all to well, it's a thing called heartbreak and it hurts like hell"

The dumb is me . so so dumb.

2009-05-14T17:11:00.004+08:00

DUMB . SO DUMB .
Serve me right :D
I hate myself so so much.
It must be the last time i feel so dumb.
I don't want to drag anymore .
Its killing, i'm crying, again! for his sake _l_.
I feel so fooled, i wish i could rewind time back,
Back to the starting of this year if i could.
I'll be clever enough not wanting to know you.
I feel so like, want to give up on everything now.
Why everytime, i must be the one crying like fuck?
Enough is enough.
I'm always the one can't let go. why?
Blame myself for loving too much. ):
I always find out new things, you always hide things behind me .
I really don't understand you , at all .
How i wish , someone can come in my life, take me away. Don't bring me back.
Perhaps, i just need another one who worth the love .
I'm so over . Tears still falls . :(
I just need someone , right one, not wrong ones.
Deep inside, its bleeding.
I wish i could make my heart stone.
So, i won't feel any pain.
You always think, everything will be alright.
I don't know how to trust anymore.
Its brokenned again. I'm trying not to care anymore.
I regretted, good guys slips away from my hand,
& i'll never get any back .
I hope i could let go )':
Bendan , Shagua 是我 .

Dedicated to readers :

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底
你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗
心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念裏挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗
心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发x2
{Translated}
Picked a Christmas card and filled it with many blessful sayings
The address is written on the heart
are you able to recieve it?
The weather is a bit cold
The wind is a bit windy
The city is peaceful yet noisy
This winter I must go home alone
(I) ask myself if I am use to it yet
Without you, every night the echos becomes very loud
Is there a good method
to make the lonliness be good?
How you've been lately?
Are you still struggling in the longings?
You've said you'll remember me, do you still remember?
How you've been lately?
Are you busy, tired, does your heart still hurt?
If you really had to forget me
hurry up and head towards happiness
Even if we held hands, (I) still wouldn't have the strength to express (my feelings)
An ex's greeting is more awkward then a stranger's
Yesterday was far
Tomorrow is still long
The memories are vague but huge
How to stop the late night tears from falling?
(I) ask myself if I am use to it yet
Without you, every night the echos becomes very loud
Is there a good method
to make the lonliness be good?
How you've been lately?
Are you still struggling in the longings?
You've said you'll remember me, do you still remember?
How you've veen lately?
Are you busy, tired, does your heart still hurt?
If you really had to forget me
hurry up and head towards happiness
How you've been lately?
Are you still struggling in the longings?
You've said you'll remember me, do you still remember?
How you've veen lately?
Are you busy, tired, does your heart still hurt?
If you really had to forget me
hurry up and head towards happiness

3Months ♥ :)

2009-05-13T20:15:00.004+08:00

Hello~
Today went to school as usual,
Guess what? I wanted to sit with piggy friend this morning, too bad.
Someone grabbed that seat already , haha.
So, i was standing all the way to school, Weed head was beside me.
This morning, they are talking about this Indian uncle i suppose,
Wearing big shades. Weed head disturb his friend lo, saying that he's staring at them -.-" .
I swear i couldn't stop laughing , den weedhead say la, you laugh what huh? rape you den you know. I was like, Zzz. when can you change your lines? HAHA.
After that went to school . First paper is maths.
I didn't do some question cause' i really don't know how to do. ):
Chemistry worst, i spent less than 30mins to complete , this shows that i'm failing .
Tomorrow got social studies. i haven even studied for it yet .
Later gonna study . ~

Today is the 3month since i know piggy.
We're suppose to meet up today, however, he's not feeling well.
So, We canceled the meeting , well, yeaps, im disappointed, but, what to do?
I just hope he can faster recover , we're meeting this friday i guess.
I hope our friendship will last forever & i cherish all times with you :D
You're amazing . :P

"My heart bleeds no more since turning to stone"

"I gave you everything but it wasn't enough to make you stay"

"True love will never fade unless it was a lie"

"While I was holding on, all you did was let go"

"You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool?"

"My heart was taken by you, broken by you and now it's in pieces because of you"

Alrights , Goodbye :)

Its a secret , not a lie nor a promise .

2009-05-12T18:36:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Sorry for not updating the past 2days.
Okay, The past 2 days, i was not at home.
Sunday went to meet piggy friend , slack .
After that, at night, around 9,
Went to 892 to meet my sis. I so feel like watching soccer know,
But, she doesn't want to, so, we just hang out there.
A guy with mental problems perhaps, approached us.
She's too scared to react, so, i just talk to him, while waiting for A to rescue.
After that haeded to 515 for my dinner, den slacked at 892 till mid night,
walked home & saw tons of cockroach . its killing ): eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks.
Yesterday , i went to meet piggy friend, we hang out for awhile,
den he have to go back , so, i waited him for about 2hours at his area.
Till then, we slacked till 6.30pm , i rushed off to library .
Tried to memorize geog but, nothing went in my mind.
I saw a Kappa pants, retailing price $36.90! i so want it. Grrr.
& I want a pink adidas watch so much! Rawr.

Today went to school, w/ Piggy friend.
went back to class for temperature taking, 36.9 degree.
After that went to hall for physics paper.
After break was geog. i bet im gonna fail with single digits. esp geog. :X.
Okay, after school, homed alone.
Fallen asleep & woke up at 4pm.
:D

Okay, let me end with some quotes :

"We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us"

"The hardest to do is waking up without you."

"The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends"

"I hate the stars because I look at the same ones as you do, without you"

"Our sweetest songs are those that tell of the saddest thoughts"

"Loving you was my favorite mistake"

"You can't buy love, but you can pay heavily for it"

"When a boy sweeps you off your feet, he's in the perfect position to drop you on your ass"

Alright, goodbye :)

All i want is just a piece of heaven .

2009-05-09T23:05:00.003+08:00

Hello guys!
I'm here to update my blog again.
Basically, today is another boring day.
I stayed at home today,
Just now around 8pm, went to causeway point with my sister to have dinner,
Actually meeting piggy friend as well, something cropped up, so , canceled the meeting .
After that went to shop for awhile.
Around 9 , went over to Civic to wait for my sis guy.
So slow . When he come was looking at my watch. haha.
After that home alone.
I shall end with a song :

Remember the feelings, remember the day
My stone heart was breaking
My love ran away
This moments I knew I would be someone else
My love turned around and I fell
Be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you in my life again
Won't you be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you again
No I don't need you again
You once made this promise
To stay by my side
But after some time you just pushed me aside
You never thought that a girl could be strong
Now I'll show you how to go on
Be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you in my life again
Won't you be my bad boy, be my man
Be my week-end lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you again
No I don't need you again

Alright, bye guys :D

Feeling beyond words will always keep me around you.

2009-05-08T23:54:00.005+08:00

} Happy Single 3months to myself :D !!
Hello readers{!}
Today i woke up late, I was too tired i bet.
Went to school as usual, i'm not feeling well.
After that examinations as usual.
I think my compo is like , off-topic .
I picked question4 : Its about the happy moments in my sec school life.
Paper 2 is really hard, i bet i will fail badly ):
Hmmm, what to do, i'm tired too. Just couldn't understand the questions.
After school, headed home straight, meet piggy friend around 4.
Went to slack,Saw rainbow siah, he shout, you see!rainbow!.
After that saw full-moon, so nice siol . :X till 8, meet my sister at cwp,
Went to eat my dinner, so hungry, ate Macdonald.
Saw hot(s) . haha.
Okay, after that walked awhile,
homed around 9plus.

Okay, byeeeeeeee.

Its not a love story baby.

2009-05-07T19:09:00.004+08:00

Hello.
Today went to school as usual, Everything seems rather same ,
Except that we don't have to take temperature already! :D
Lesson's as usual , Tired as usual . :X
Well, Today got back mother tongue paper 2 & listening comprehension.
Paper 2 i got 30/60 , Listening i got 18/20 .
I'm so afraid that i would fail, because paper 1 is not out yet >.< >
Love Triangle :
( Teens Magazine page 100teens. )
Hi teens, I have gotten to now this guy recently during a common friend's birthday party.
I found him a really nice person and we had a memorable and enjoyable night together.
We started smsing each other after that and chatting on phone till the next morning.
However, we have a huge problems here because although im single, he has a steady girlfriend
for three years. After meeting up again with him, he told me he loved his girlfriend, but, he loved
me as well and he could not decide right now and begged me for more time to let him make his
decision. I'm miserable and i can't concentrate on my school work or anything else.
Should i give him up? I know its not right for me to be a third party but, they also say
its all fair in love, what should i do now, please advise!
Complicated, 16

I find this so true to me! A kind of alike isn't it? Let me tell you the replies .
Shortened , main points only .
} I can imagine how though it has been for you,having to struggle mixed feelings of possibly
breaking up a relationship just so that yours can be formed.
- Are you willing to bear the stigma and guilt of being a third party?
- How would you feel if you were the other girl ?
- Are you confident that this guy will love you and commit to you whole-heartedly, and not
put you in the same situation a few years later?
-Do you know him enough to trust him?
Allow the guy to be fair to both you and his girlfriend and give him time to make a clear choice.
Mean while, set clear boundaries and remember , until he has made up his mind, both of you
are just friends, you also have the option of letting go of this potential emotional entanglement.
Love is beautiful when its between two committed and faithful parties but, turns complicated
and sour with the presence of a third party. However, all's fair in love.
Everyone has the freedom of choice and the right to love, but, that doesn't mean principles should be disregarded .

It had been a long time, since we last saw each other, i miss him ! Bff.

2009-05-06T18:23:00.004+08:00

Hello .
Piggy friend was at my web page last night! :{
Okay, Basically, today went to school as usual, I was late.
I leave home around 7am , I'm just too tired to do anything.
I found myself getting more and more tired , I don't know why.
Just not in the mood for examinations. Study & stuffs - faints .
Why's there so many things happening ? Not ready to cope know.
Alrights, Temperature taking as usual , Before school starts & after recess .
F have not been attending school? I didn't see him this week.
After school, Walked to the blue block area, waiting for piggy friend,
Den took 912E, home alone as usual .
Went over to north plaza, after that headed home without buying anything.
Art lesson didn't do printing today, Mr Zaki tak datang.
So, we spent 5periods, to do our mid year piece,
My free-hand sucks :X .
Exams round the corner, i should study already.
Just not in the best mood to .
{ I miss my bff! Irwan! - the one who's always special to me :D }
Alrights, Before that, scroll down :)

What is love ? :
"One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love."
"Attention is the most basic form of love; through it we bless and are blessed."
"We love because it's the only true adventure."
"Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away."
"Love is friendship set on fire."
"Love is an ideal thing, marriage a real thing."
"To be in love is merely to be in a state of perceptual anesthesia."
"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more."
"Sometimes love is stronger than a man's convictions."
"Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness."
"Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it."
"Love stretches your heart and makes you big inside."
"Love has no awareness of merit or demerit; it has no scale... Love loves; this is its nature."
"Love is like war: Easy to begin but hard to end."
"Love consists in this, that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other."
"Where love is, no room is too small."
"Loves makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place."
"Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired."
"Love is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day."
"To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven."
"A love song is just a caress set to music."
"Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit."
"Love is like a violin. The music may stop now and then, but the strings remain forever."
"Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence."
"In the final analysis, love is the only reflection of man's worth."
"Love doesn't make the world go round, love is what makes the ride worthwhile."
"Oh, life is a glorious cycle of song,
A medley of extemporanea;
And love is a thing that can never go wrong;
And I am Marie of Roumania."
"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down."

Tag's replies :
Charmian : Yeah, updated, trying to update more often already. :)
Anonymous : I didn't see you at the library , haha ; That baby is cute! He's watching you! :D ; Thanks, goodluck too .
Joleen : Sweety! Imissyoutoo! Yeah, see ya around. take lots of care :B
eLa: Haha , welcome. thanks, you too yeah :D

Things will not go in our way .

2009-05-05T22:24:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps.
Let me share, today went to school as usual,
I went alone, just like the past times alrights,
When i reached school, tiredness showed, Audrey ask,
You cried yesterday ah? i replied "Yeah, how you know? Always i never say you also know" ,
She said my eyes are really swollen .
I guess my mother tongue results will be poor.
I'm really tired as my eyes couldn't take it.
I was doing my paper 1, yeah, i feel sleepy, till question 2, i tell myself,
try your best, do faster & sleep.
Paper 2, worst, Dizzy here & there, lie down, my head spins,
Sit straight, it still spins, just dizzy like hell.
After paper's, finally can rest for a little while,
After that stayed back for Physic's mock exam , some tried to run away yet, end up coming back.
After school, went home , bathe & all, met my piggy friend.
Waited for 40mins prehaps. After that, headed home at 7plus.
Before that went to 883 to get the detergent as tomorrow got to do painting again!
Alright, i guess i gotta go.

; I don't know why i'm always not learning from my mistake,
But, no longer that much into that one anymore.
Once, F changed it, but, he's dead . :X

Byeeeeeeeeee ;
Tags replies soon. sorry.

Its time to take another route to a happy place.

2009-05-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

' GF says : "You know that there's a tall big tree infront of you, yet, you choose to continue
walking infront & bang your head on the tree . "

- I bet its pretty true la, this is called, a 'Mistake' , yet don't wish to make it right.
Maybe not don't wish to , but, its hard to , well ,
I'm stressed up know. What can i say? My heart is tearing .

Today went to school as usual , everything is as usual,
Nothing much happens today, after school, went home shower & all.
Meet piggy friend, till 7plus .
Went to eat dinner with my sis & headed home .
Tomorrow will be our Mother Tongue paper ...
Hope i won't get tired while doing the paper because, laziness kills! :X

; For those who know, i mean my 2 gf's .
I told him liao ley, finally, Maybe after this, history will rewind again.
I will go gonecase again, Well, its okay bah. Give me some time.
I'll be back . haha. More info tomorrow we discuss uh.
[ Wo lei le, hen lei le , bu wan le , hui jia le .]
I feel so sad all of a sudden , processing the details .
Hope it won't affect the paper tomorrow, alrights bye.
Sorry , unable to reply tags today. Moodless for now. )':

There's no stars in the sky, because,you're the biggest star beside me.

2009-05-03T22:14:00.002+08:00

Hello readers. :)
I'm here to update my blog .
Yesterday was a kinda sad day because i'm not able to meet someone i wanted to meet yeah.
Well, today was quite a lovely day.
Woke up this morning around 10.30am, 1message recieved @ 10.03am.
Its my piggy friend there, haha.
After that was texting with him for the whole bloody 6-7 hours.
Went to meet piggy friend today, just slack around 300plus.
We meet at 5plus, till 7.30pm, den i went to library to meet my sis & aunt.
Tried to complete my maths but, still some question i couldn't do.
Hmmm, after that, went to eat at Macdonalds ,
Headed home at 9.10pm.
That all for today, hope every tomorrow will be a better day. :D

; I guess, im still stuck there .

5more days to 3month.
2more days to me & bilian's girlfriend-ship anni :)

Okay, thats all.
See you guys in school tomorrow.
Tag's will be replied soon. sorry for that & the dead doll picture if it causes you nightmares :X

My heart's in two.

2009-05-02T16:11:00.003+08:00

Hello dear(s) ;
Let me have s short update here.
Basically just changed my skin, obvious it's quite similar to the old skin,
Well, its better to change the colours after some time because, i'm sick of it already.
Yesterday, Meet up with my beloved GF , Bilian.
Congrats! - Went to causeway point at 3plus, Accompanied her to get some thingys.
We both bought a Pink pencil case :D
After that, headed back home , take a quick shower & meet duckling.
So & so, i reached home around 10plus pm .
Was doing my homework , chatting on phone .
After that waiting for my sis to come back yet , 10mins & 10mins passed.
I couldn't take it anymore. Off to bed at 2.15am i guess.
Today, morning woke up at 8am, bathe & all.
Preparing to go library, leave home at 9plus,
After that went Burget king for breakfirst .
Library are too crowded , no tables , forget it.
Went to Mos burger get a drink, headed home.
I'm gonna bathe now, leaving home soon .
I have to finish my maths worksheet, its killing.
It was the last year sec4NA Mid year paper , i swear the paper stares at me & i stares at it.
Alright. Tomorrow might be a great day.

; The best i ever had, were the 2girls in my life ,
Audrey & Bilian } Never have great days without them by my side.
I love you(s)!!! :D

Love is not about finding the right person,
but creating a right relationship.
It's not about how much love you have in the beginning,
but how much love you build till the end .

Short tag's replies here :
Shuting : Hey, thanks .
!Charmain : Hmmm, i'm trying. haha. just too busy to update. w/ laziness .
Anonymous : Haha, isit? haha. ; Hmmm, yeah, Yellow is nice! , thanks.
Bilian: BABYYYYYY~ Thanks . ily.HAHA. :D

If time can stop tickling, i wish to stop at .....

2009-04-30T22:23:00.002+08:00

Hello guys, i'm here to update .
Recently quite busy & lazy to use the computer yeah .
Lesson's as usual yeah.
After school went home alone today.
After that meet duckling.
Slack, home at 9pm.

; Sometimes, its hard to face reality when you wish it wasn't true.

10more days to go . awaiting for that big day .

2009-04-28T21:39:00.003+08:00

26th April 2009 ; Sunday .
Went to meet up with duckling , planned to go sembawang park ,
Rainy days ahead, changed of plans, we meet up in the library around 2pm.
After that, we headed to sembawang, went to walk around at sun plaza,
After sun plaza, we headed to sembawang shopping centre,
Window shopping, After that, went to slack at woodlands .

27th April 2009 ; Monday .
Went to school as per-normal, i was abit kind of late . :X
Lessons's as usual, nothing much special happened.
After school , waited for duckling at voiddeck for 1hour20mins plus+ ,
After that we walked to woodland centre to take bus 912,
Stopped at his place area, slack at the playground,
Busy chatting .After that he sent me to interchange & he walked home .

28th April 2009 ; Tuesday .
Today went to school as usual, meet up with duckling at interchange this morning.
I guess i'm not late, infact when we reach school , its still pretty early.
After that , went to hall for flag raising today.
Lesson's as usual, 3periods of geog, 3periods of chem . -going crazy !
4periods of Art, didn't do printing today because Mr Zaki is not around .
I bet, tomorrow will be too rushy for us .
Today Red Light laaaaaaaaa ):
After school , Duckling sent me home luh.
We walked to woodland centre to wait for bus 911 , without E .
Waited & waited , i think the bus only comes around 5-5plus . T.T
After that, he sent me, den he walk back to 911 bus stop & take bus to cwp .
Basically, never stop joking when we're together.
Basically, best friends are always like that? :D

; 10more days , I love the 8th of every month . (:
Lets count down ... :]

I'm afraid to be stuck at the losing end .

2009-04-25T22:39:00.003+08:00

; Random old picture .

Hello ,
Today went to school for Physics & Chemistry mock exam.
Predicted the result will be a failure .
After that accompanied Bilian gf to eat at 211 coffee shop.
Then went over to the Rc to meet duckling.
We are like, hanging around marsiling area,
We walk here and there, after that settled down under void deck,
Alot of funny thingys happened. HAHA.
So much of fun , at around 1plus , he accompanied me to bus stop ,
after that he headed back home.
Didn't went out today, i was at home, sleep & did my homework.
Tomorrow, might not be going anywhere .
Moodless.

; I'm afraid of losing, everyone wants to win ,
Including myself, either in relationship wise, study wise ,
Nobody wants to lose isn't it .
I've been thinking these days,
What i really want , what i can really do.
I really can't get myself a answer , i'm so confused.
Sometimes its really like, i couldn't take a step forward nor backward.
Totally stuck .
One day, i'll still have to face it,
Someone is gonna leave , but, only thing i could do is to watch them walk away.
If i can, i hope time rewinds back , maybe rewind to years ago?
I wish everything could start all over again.
Yes, almost there but, never get there .

Sorry if i'm the one who started everything.

-We use to be those silly little girls who shared secrets & give advises among ourselves.
But, now, things seems changed, you're leaving us, i felt it.
Sometimes, we want to help , but, if you never open your door & let us in.
Forever you'll stuck there & depression will come & rock you.
We really wish to help although we know our words is just 1% compared to his.
But, we really feel our heart aching to see you like this.
Ask yourself, why you changed so much, ask yourself, did you made a mistake,
sometimes, saying sorry can cure everything, but, when things turns bad,
it will never get back to the old times again.
You know this is for you, read it, & remember that no matter what,
We're always there .